Tales of the heart

chapter 4

ELLAS POV:
It was the end of the lesson now , arron never said two words to me and i pretended that he was not there , i was walking out of the classroom door when i saw paige , sammie and elenor they saw me and waved me over as i walked to them out of the corrner of my eye i saw arron and ruby (the school slut) basically swallowing each otheres faces of and something in my heart cried a little im not going to lie i do still love arron but after what him and his family did to my fathers company i will never talk to him agin . I think i will always still love him even if i get married beacuse there was something i felt when i was with him that i had not felt with no other. Trust me i have tried to find it but i cant his kisses were unforgeterble like they are clung to me and will never come of me , his touch glued to me and un-erazeable and no matter how may people i sleep with or kiss it will never compear to him . And when i see him with other girls i die a little bit inside alone without him . I loved him but i had to leave him not just beause of the family fude but because i dont think i would be good for him i grew up in a very toxic house hold my mother and father always faught . You see my family is not perfect like the magazines and news papper paints us out to be , my father has had multiple afairs to multiple women and at first my mother was livid and she used to get my father so angry that he would hit her this had happened about three times before my mother gave up on trying to get him to change . The sick thing is that the times he hit her he felt horrible and he tried to make it up to not only her but also to me and my brother he would take us to disney , take us shopping, fancy restaraunts all of it and i found myself waiting for them to argue just so i could have that one week not beacuse of all the expenssive things but for use to do all them things normal familys did and i know it its fucked up i just always craved that i dont know like that perfect family . Deep down i thought that i would fuck him up with all my problems and i would hurt him and the last thing i would want to do in this whole fucked up place would be to hurt him beacuse he dose not deserve that .When i reached the girls i put on a smile and said "hey girls whats up" "nothing much Ells but we have your favourite lesson next" said paige "whats that then doll" i said in a posh accent this made sammie giggle she always loved when i did my funny accents thats why i did them because i always love to see my bestfriends happy . "ART" paige informed me this made a huge smile make its way on my face i love art i just love the way you can say a million words by just one image "YES YES YES" i screamed "come on then lets get this artist to her canvis" said elenor to which we all laughed and made our way to room 78 as i skipped in i went and sat at my desk which is once again right by the left window. The teacher walked in and said her greetings another bonus to this lesson is our teacher she is my favourite teacher that is for two resons and two resons only reson number one being she is carefree and dose not care about what people say about her and reson number number two is she lets us do anything we want but it has to be from our hearts that is her one rule . I picked up my canvis that was from the last time i was painting and began to finish it of adding some dark shadows under certain parts . My painting was of a girl that was walking in the rain and it was very dark and on the other side was a boy that was not in the rain and the sun was shining on him if you had not guessed by now i was the girl and arron was the boy the bell rung just as i had finished my art work , the bell meaning we now have break, i put my finished project on the rack to dry and went over to the girls . We all walked out the classroom laughing at a joke sammie had said and as i was laughing i bumped into something or more like someone i looked up and of corse it had to be the one and only arron ....