Feelings

Why am I like this ?

Mia POV 
Mia: Hey guys.  
Mia's friends: Hi Mia, 'sup ?
Mia: I am good. 
 

I was talking to my friends until someone came and slightly pushed me to my seat. I laughed knowing who is it.  
Mia: Dany I'll kill ya! 
Daniel: Go ahead, try. 
I stood up and started running after him. We both were laughing until I gave up, he is really slim and I am of course really fat so I couldn't catch him,  he came back to me and slightly hugged me and said "Oh kid, you can't catch me' We both started laughing and went back to our class.

Yes, you read it right we are in the same class, our classes got shuffled in grade 4 and we coincidentally were in the same class, I made many more friends, but I don't really am in contact with my old friends because some of them left this school and some of them forgot me, I do remember them very well but we don't talk. 

So... I really like Daniel, he is a good friend of mine I have even kept a nickname for him which is Dany :)) He calls me Mi Mi, I know I know it's weird but that's how we are, crackheads. Daniel has a group of friends in our class but I am not a part of it, we are just individual friends, we have a group of friends but it's in our school bus. His group has 4-5 kids I don't really talk with them we all hangout just during school trips, not very regularly.

Speaking of his group, look who is here it's Chris aka my second crush. Yup you read it right, he is my second crush actually I just like him because of his looks he is a really cold guy and a little bit of rude as well.  Daniel and Chris are best friends forever kinda thing. Chris calls me faty and I don't like it, who likes being insulted by their own crush :((( Dany also calls me faty but I don't mind him which I myself don't know why.

I am really confused about my own feelings how can I have two crushes at the same time !? It's so frustrating, plus I can never in my life ever confess to anyone of them because of my weight. No one wants me more than their friend because of my weight and all. I am not good in sports as well. 

I just wish one day I could do something and be the kind of person who everyone wants. I sighed. I also know very well, this ain't ever gonna happen, just thinking about if I confess to anyone of them and they reject me while insulting me,  a tear rolled down my eyes. I quickly wiped it before anyone could see it and make a fuss of it in my class.  

Time Skip to the end of the day 
In school bus, 

Daniel: Come on Mia, tell me !! 
Mia: No Daniel, I am not going to say even a single thing. (I did an action of locking my mouth with a key and throwing the key)
Daniel: Mi Mi, MY Mi Mi please tell me(making a puppy face) 
I couldn't help but smile when he called me his Mi Mi. 
All of our friends awed when they saw this cute scene. 
While trying to control my happiness, I simply nodded my head as a no. 
Then Daniel thought of a plan.
Daniel: Guys, today I got pasta and pizza in my lunch. 
Everyone was after his lunch box, they got distracted as a result , only me and Daniel were left sitting at the same seat, Daniel slightly chuckled.
He came close to me, like I mean extremely close. My breath stopped. He asked me again but in a much serious tone, 
Daniel: What did James tell you ?
Mia: (I was so lost in him, I didn't hear what he asked me until he came even more closer)
Daniel: I said tell me !!! (in anger)
Mia:(I got really nervous and told him) Ja-James told me th-that he likes Ma-Mar-Maria, he confessed to her and she agreed. Now they are in a relationship..

Author's POV 
That's it. Daniel lost his temper. He was extremely angry knowing that James was going to confess to Maria. If you are confused, let me tell you that it is not the same Maria who was Mia's friend. You can forget that Maria. Mia is very jealous of Maria, even though Daniel never said that he likes Maria, Mia assumed that he does. Daniel immediately backed off in his anger mode and went back to his seat.

Mia POV 
After I told him, I closed my eyes in anger because James is a good friend of mine and this was his secret and I wasn't supposed to tell it to anyone, but I did. I regret it. Daniel was just passing by while we were talking but he heard the word "Maria" and that's why he wanted to know what were we talking about, after all Maria is Daniel's crush.

 I opened my eyes and saw Daniel burning in anger, he left my seat and went to his. I literally wanted to cry seeing his possessive and angry side once he heard about James confessing to Maria. I really wanted to kill this Maria!!! I was so angry but I controlled myself.. after all what can I do who will want me..

Hey Everyone! The author this side, I hope you all liked the part 2 and I'll post the part 3 tomorrow! Please wait for it! Thank you for reading :)