I have been up and it's 3 in the fucking morning and I have been wondering if my parents are gonna find out and get pissed at me or I just run away and find my bestie from school cause I am scared to be in my own house I don't know what to do I can't relate to any of my family members cause honestly I would never treat myself this shitty and I hate my life because of them and I don't know anymore it's all fucking chaos
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