if i met my 3rd grade bestie agian 😫

backstory

this is gonna be short bc its like 5am and i have school so 😄👍

in 3rd grade i had this bestie and for the storys sake we're gonna call her buzzbee ig. well buzzbee, this other person we're gonna call heisg, and i were all besties like we were really close and shit. well me and buzzbee were like REALLY close. not like "omg i like you more then friends" close be we were close. me and buzzbee would hang out alot more then me and heisg. well buzzbee told me and heisg that she was probably gonna be homeschooled for 4th grade. i was cool w it as long as she came back in 5th. well covid hit in 4th grade. i kinda thought that maybe she would still come back in 5th grade, but she didnt. she didnt/still doesnt have any type of social media (not even facebook :/). i've tried contacting her parents and they never answered and me being an overthinker i kept thinking shes dead but her dads last post of her is christmas of 2020. im assuming that shes not dead but it crosses my mind every once in a while and makes me uneasy.

thats the backstory but i'll try and post a part to this story every friday or saturday.
and please don't pressure me to post a part if i dont want to then i dont want to.