the false exception of love

I guess so

Mitsuba pulled out of the hug and sat up "YOU IDIOT IF I WASNT INTO GUYS WOULD I HAVE KISSED YOU!!"

"Technically I kissed you so I thought-"

Mitsuba leaned down and kissed kou stopping him from finishing his sentence

"Is that what you wanted perv" mitsuba looked down as he asked his face colored with embarrassment

"Kou-" mitsuba turned his head only to be met with a kou's lips on his and his hands wrapping around his waist

Mitsuba 'on top' pushed kou down gently as he kissed back laying  down on him as kou deepened the kiss by licking Mitsubas bottom lip

kou slid his tongue in and mitsuba moaned into the kiss

kou pulled away "that's *huff* a bit to *huff*much to soon" he said as Mitsuba was red still

"I didn't mean to I- I'm sorry" Mitsuba said his voice breaking as he started crying

Mitsuba stood up his knees trembling "I'm gonna go I'm sorry for the disruption" he said as he turned around running

Kou followed him not far behind yelling and screaming for him to stop until he ran into a dead end where Mitsuba flew through the wall

Kou however could not, so instead he sat holding his chest as the droplets of water fell endlessly from his eyes

He couldn't figure it out why was mitsuba so upset? why did he run away in tears? Was it kou? Did he rush things? Was he straight?

Kou had So many questions running through his mind with no one to answer him

So instead only more tears appeared and his whole body felt numb he tried to stop it but he couldn't
He couldn't figure out why Mitsuba cried..
Why he left him..
Why kou felt as if the world had shattered..
Why did he feel helpless...

He eventually couldn't cry but his eyes were so swollen and he was so tired that he couldn't move so he stayed like that all night
Crying until he couldn't occasionally hearing a noise and looking up to see a mokke or just the old building shift

He stayed like that for hours crying.. Looking.. And eventually he saw sunlight