The Mourn I Have

Part Seven

Argh! I groaned , my head hurts
I leaned my back and open my eyes and saw Levi sleeping still holding my hands

I look at his face , he looks tired
I touched his face and smile
Its been so long since anyone cared for me
I really missed this feeling of warmth
And heartfelt and felt the safe i feel

I pinched his nose so that he couldn't breath

He woke up and look at me confused
I really trying my best not to laugh

I covered my mouth still laughing quietly

"You awake, i bought something for you" and hand me the food tray

My favorite Green apples slices into four
A soup
And bread? How did he know that i dont like the edges?

I looked around the room
Its strange, because its a different room
And i like the color because its my favorite color and have a plants on every corner
I like it here

"Do you like the room,i command them to decorate this room to your favorite color, and i know you like plants, so do you like it ?" He said and smiled at me brightly

I nod and keep eating

While im eating i heard him sobbing

Now wtf is wrong with him?

"What?" I said seriously

He just keep crying
"Its just, im glad your safe " he said

I stop eating and sign him to come closer

"Stop crying, it annoys me " i said while wiping his tears
He hugged me so tight that couldn't breath
I tap him
"Your killing me arent you?" I said
He loosen his hug
"Im sorry " he said still hugging me

I hugged him back

I used to be alone in my whole life but i think , things changed after i met this baby panda

"Do you want to see the stars ? " he looked at me

I smiled

"Sure, thats my favorite scene in the evening" and he supports my arms to stood me up to the terrace

We sat on the sofa and looked at the stars

"Its fcking beautiful " i said while adoring the stars in the sky

"It is" he said and smiled

I really hate that he's always smiling, but not at the same time

"When i was 7 im still hoping that you will never experience the life that i went through, and hope that your in good hands " i said and bitterly smiled

He looked at me and his expression turn gloomy

" when i was a kid i was abused by my past foster parents everyday and tried to make me things stupid like selling drugs and stealing, and made me witness many traumatized events, they even killed one of my friend infront of me because im not obeying them, and i lost control and killed them , but luckily my current foster parents are a good person and love me just the way i want, but they past away two years ago because they were killed, but thats ok i know they still watching me ,and promise to bring justice on them, how about you?" He said still looking at the stars

Tears falling on my cheeks
Couldn't believe what happened to him
I really hate my biological parents
For making us this way
For never make us feel love
We never want to be born in the first place but why making us suffer and bring us to this cruel world

Sold my brother and gave him away like a garbage

I looked at the stars again

"Me? When i was 8 i was abused too, by our biological parents and tries to sell me off to become a prostitute and tried to join me in a child pornography so that they can earn money from me, i scaped but soon found and after they found me , they starved me and hit me every single day because i cant earn a penny , words coming from their mouth stabbed me million times, im still a child and young at first i didnt know what was happening but as i grow i understand things that shouldnt be know at my age, im emotionally and physically abused,i committed suicide many times but failed , but im very thankful because they gave you away so that you cant live like mine but i guess not" i said and look at him

"I still have the scars they gave" i said and turn around and pulled out my shirt

Presenting my scars all over my body

"Can i touch it ?" He asked
I nod

"I guess we have the same, matching scars " he laughed

I looked at him " let me see yours" i said

He pulled up his t shirt and saw many scars on his body just like mine

Like sister , like brother

"We have a matching scars " i smiled

"But what happened to those bastards" he asked

I sigh

" i joined the assasin at the age of 9 and killed them, they deserve it anyway, but i quit and own my own company full of assasins " said

"Nice" he said and silence stood up

And he looked at me worried

"Arent we too young for this?" He said and looked down

" yeah but we dont have a choice but to fight and survive in this world " i said and sit closer to him

He leaned his head on my shoulders
Enjoying the view

And he sigh

"Its me and you now , sister" he said and closed his eyes

" yeah, its only me and you...brother" i said and smiled
I leaned my head

I know realized that sometimes the unexpected person you met is the person you have long wanted to meet