You Are My True BLUE

Episode 4 [Just a friend?]

After sighing in regret I.. just went home and took a sleep for almost 5 hours.

At night after having dinner I went straight to bed and no matter why, I was feeling sleepy so yea I slept again...

Next day..
I went to the Art class in hope to see Yang.. but as I thought he was really very angry and it's obvious.. that is why I didn't saw him in the Art class

I tried to message him after the class but after typing,
"Yang Where are you?"
And my hands started shaking, all of sudden I..... deleted the message
This was my fear I...wasn't feeling good and not just this,
Duh!! my problems are never gonna end, Only 2 days are left for submission of the Painting and I..didn't even start
Ahhh my Life sucks
I shouted out loud on myself catching everyone's attention
I felt extremely embarrassed and therefore I ran from there

I went to my House and what now?
Oldie I mean my Grandpa's missing
Dad was searching him but both of us didn't checked my painting room and Finally..

Yea you're correct, our Oldie was Painting something on my huge Canvas while destroying it completely I went there as fast as I could and shouted on him mercilessly,"Grandpa! What are you doing, why did you ruin my Canvas!" hearing me shouting loud Dad came, and instead of shouting on Oldie he shouted on me..
I was like, what's my mistake he was the one who ruined my Canvas..

I went from there in anger straight towards my Room

....and started listening to some music while remembering Yang, as
....I was literally missing him badly
Thinking about him, my eyes teared up

And what now I slept again
These two days are gonna be worst days in my life
I hate myself now..

Next day,

I woke up with no enthusiasm, no goals, nothing
I wasn't even having the mood to get up

I went to Art class again and
The teacher gave instructions regarding the Painting submission and nothing usual, after finishing the Class, I went to the Lake...

I took a deep breath while keeping away all the thoughts aside but still... I can't stop thinking about Yang...
That's okay he's my friend tho

After having a chilled, relaxed time I straight went to our House while looking down
One thing is that, whenever I'm upset or something is troubling me, I just look down and keep quiet..

After reaching home I solved some Mathematics Questions and suddenly I remembered that tomorrow is Trev's Birthday

And.. and I forgot to purchase gift!!
Ahhh it's almost 9.00'o clock, and I don't think that my Dad will allow me to go
So I decided to make a gift for him,
Being an artist I know how to make crafts so yeah I made it

After that I remembered about the Painting submission and guess what, I started making the Painting at 10.00'o clock

I painted something, something blue, something attractive but what?
Even I can't tell, it now
After the long hard working night
Finally the Sun rose
I was awake the whole night but still wasn't feeling sleepy
I was having something in my mind

After coming out of my thoughts I called Grandpa and showed him the Painting

He said," Wen it's Good but.."
"But what Grandpa?", I said

He answered that," It's too dark, isn't it? and also the person you made...he seems sad, one more thing...Why have you used all the shades of Blue?"

I said,"Grandpa, even I don't know... what I've made..I mean I'm also confused but you know, it came out good.. right?"

He responded,"Yea, Overall it's good..it's really Good!".