🔞 50 Shades of Seoul

the south

Austin, Texas

I sit on my messy bed reading through the cook book my mother in law bought me she says I'm not fit to be a housewife when I never new I had to be.

Last week I quit my job , it paid well but not enough according to my husband and mother in law. My mental health has become worse and worse and I have only been married for 2 months and 3 days.

My husband is now my source of income he is from a middle class family
He is mothers boy and his father abounded him when he was 6 that's his excuse for him treating me like shit.

I'm done with this bullshit. He is my high school sweat heart we dated on and off since freshman year I complain about him to my friends but all they say is "be lucky he hasn't cheated on you" I would rather get cheated on they abused mentally and physically.

I have been learning the korean language since freshman year I had to take it as a extra class I have never got to put it to use. Well it makes since I live in the country .

I here a knock on the door. It must be my lame accuse of a mother in law.

I hurry up from my bed and fix my self in the mirror because has a habit of finding everything that's wrong with my body.

I sigh and open the door. Before she can step in she looks at me up and down and rolls her eyes.

"You look some what presentable today" she says taking off her knock off micheal Kors bag and handing it to me like I'm some type of bellboy.

"Have you read the cookbook I gave you?" She says picking up my dog .
"Yep I have a little bit more inspiration to cook now thank you" I lie, I know how to cook standard meals but according to her it isnt enough for her "baby boy ".

"Has Richard told you about his business trip being cancelled?" She says sitting on my couch. I nod my head. Sadly the bastard was supposed to be away for a week I was happy because I could clear my head and figure out my true self . But that fantasy was cut short.

"I'm just going to cut right to the reason why I'm here" she says opening a fresh bottle of wine that no one in hell told her to open pouring it into a wine glass that is still wet cause I made sure to clean the house top to bottom before she came.

"I want you to get pregnant as soon as possible" she says rolling her eyes taking a sip from the class , her makeup is caked on and I see all her wrinkles. God she is one ugly eomab.

"Richard has told me you guys haven't even had sex yet." She says starring me down.

Oh yeah my asshole husband every night tries to get me to have sex with him.

"I don't understand why he hasn't cheated on you yet" she says taking another light sip "I would if I was him" she says "your not all of that " she giggles.

I want to turn on the garbage disposal and push her head into it. But of course I cant. I dont want to go to jail.

"I feel a little uncomfortable talking to you about that, me and Richard will have a child when we are ready " I say sitting at the kitchen island scrolling through the cookbook.

"WE??" She says raising her voice. Realizing that she raised her voice she clears her throat.

"We?" She says politely

"Richard has clearly made it out to you that he is ready" she says rolling her eyes. Putting the wine glass in the sink and grabbing her purse off the counter

"I have my zumba class at 7, I have no time for this" she says closing my door shut.

Finally the witch is gone.

2 am.

I wake up to the heavy weight of my husband creeping into the bed .

Here we go the daily time of him has lighting me!

"Babe are you awake" he says in his shitty country accent. I'm from Chicago and moved down here with my grandma who sadly passed away 5 months ago causing me to live off my husband.

He pushes me a bit

And I act like i just woke up . I'm only in my bra in panties which is totally new. And he moves the cover to see.

I can practically smell his boner.

"Wow " he says gliding his hand over my stomach.

"You must be ready" he says kissing my shoulder.

"Mhm not quite yet " I say flipping over to my side

He sighs

"Oh come on , we have been together for 5 years" he says annoyed bullying the covers back down exposing my body. Annoyed that this point I pull it back up.

He signs and gets under the cover and cuddles up next to me. "Just this once?" He says grabbing my hair and yanking me closer to him. I feel his hot ass breath on my neck. I jerk my head away. What the hell is wrong with him?

"I said no.." I say annoyed."who the hell are you raising your voice at?" He says turning on the bed lamp. I roll my eyes and close them shut trying to force myself to ignore him.

"Huh??" He says pulling the covers off my body. I have had enough

"Your a abusive piece of shit you know that?!" I say leaping up from my fake sleep position. I think I made him even more mad because not even 0.2 seconds after a hand lands on my face

"You me to show you abuse??!!" He says grabbing my shoulders and shaking me back and forth. I'm teary eyed at this point.

"I want a divorce " he says reaching in his drawer and pulling out paper with his name signed at the bottom.

"I thought when we got married you would let me fuck you.." he pauses and sighs "oh boy was I wrong" he says chuckling .

All I could do is aggressively sign the paper and lay back down.