We found love in the War..

Chapter 6

★Inks:

★Errors:
★Blue:
★Dreams

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Errors pov.

Why am I...telling them this?.. They don't care, they don't care if my little brother was killed by their friend! I need to get out of here...I need to go back a-and tell Geno the news...about Fresh...

I need to stop this crying...I'm right in front of my enemies...the one I'm supposed to kill, to fight, to stop...
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Who the hell is touching me right now? I don't want to be touched...I feel two arms around me, I cant see who it is. Their either sh-short or something, I need to breathe to calm down but damn do I hate being touched...I need to push them away I need to leave
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I miss Fresh...i miss my little brother...always saying "no bad words!" or just when we say it he says something about it...I miss him.. I should have spent more time with him.... This is no time for mourning-
I need to get this person off, the more they hold onto me the more worse things could get. I should had apologize to them though no no I need this person off, but he was so young too young and I allowed him to join.. Stop Stop Stop, I can deal with this later I need to deal with the person with me right now.
( its okay to be in conflict with yourself Error, maybe you will feel better :^ )

I can just feel the tears falling down my face, the awful pain in my chest, the wanting to yell at someone to kill someone for this... It hurts it hurts so much.. just make it stop please make it stop... How can I ever tell Geno like this?.. how?..
I grip my chest and have quick breathes, I cant I just cant
I fall to the ground finding it hard to breathe, my vision is getting blurry and I know someone is asking me something.
I hear their mumbled voice but, I cant calm down, this pain its getting worse. Was this the person who was touching me? Is this someone different, it better not be that bastard-
I cough and it stings..
Someone hugs me and this time I don't push back, I don't push them away, I don't know what to do....
"Calm down... you're in a panic" they say, how can I calm down with myself being like this, the memory of my brother dying right there in front of me, how can I even go home now? I was supposed to protect him, I should have been the one who should have died not him..."L-Leave me be da-dammit" I can't breathe properly-
( Then let the person help then -_- )
"Please allow me to help you, you are no condition to be left alone. Calm down deep slow breathes" they try to help me I know that but why? I do what they say and try to breathe, deep breathe in and out-
I feel them pull me close to them, I start to cry again... I just cant why cant I stop all this? Why did I just leave him to die?

"Its okay, you're okay-" I don't mind them touching me anymore...I'm tired "I want him back s--so I can say I-I'm sorry..
"He is in a better place now, he isnt in pain any longer..." I grip into their shirt tightly as if they are the only thing keeping me here right now. "B-But i need to just tell him I'm sorry for not being there for him. I'm sorry for not being a-a better bra-brother, I could have been b-better to him" I feel them just rubbing circles on my back "And yet he wouldnt want to see you like this now would he?" I start to calm down a bit and getting tired from all the crying and the tears. My chest still hurts... "No...he would t-try to make me smile which would annoy me-" The good times we had...
I yawn, but I don't want nor wish to sleep-
Not like this-
"Rest friend, you've had a rough day-" they begin to hum and I am overcome with tiredness and fall asleep still gripping onto them hearing their humming as the last thing I hear...
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I am so sorry this took So Long to come out, and not being that good either. I've been having difficulties with this and keeping up with other things in the world.
If you have any ideas where you would like to see this go or even just see what i do its up to you. And this is blue and error bonding not getting with each other -v-" friends part :)

Again sorry for not posting this sooner and not even being that long
Til next time :D