Am I gay for HIM!?

Part one⚠️Mention of self-harm/cutting, mention of becoming emotionless⚠️

🤘Luka's POV🤘

Oh, Adrien is coming over in a few for his guitar lesson! This will be his first time meeting E!! I thought sitting on a couch next to E who was typing something.
"Ugh!!!! I HATE THIS!!!!" E yelled putting the top of her phone to her forehead.
"What's wrong?" I asked worriedly.
"Writer's block!!" She said and threw her phone onto the couch and it almost hit my hand which would've hurt because she's strong.
"Hey, Luka!" Adrien said looking confused because of E.
"E, calm down!" I said trying to calm her.
"HOW ABOUT YOU TRY HAVING WRITER BLOCK FIRST!!" She yelled at me and I flinched because of our past. (Me IRL: Btw in this AU the mom was abusive!) "Sorry, brother!"
She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back and put her on my shoulders and that made her giggle.
"Follow me please!" I said to Adrien and he followed.
I put E down on my bed and told her she can practice guitar with Adrien and her eyes lit up.
"Really!?" She asked excitedly.
"Mhm!" I hummed nodding.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!" She said and jumped into my arms.
I heard Adrien giggle so I turned to him raising an eyebrow and his face went red.
E jumped down and went over to Adrien then poked him like she does with everyone to make sure they're real.
"He is real!" She said hands on her hips.
Adrien raised an eyebrow this time and I just shrugged.

✨-A few hours later-✨

"Hehe!!! Did I do good brother?" She asked me and I nodded.
"She's really good! How long has she been learning this?" Adrien whisper asked me.
"She started three weeks ago! But don't worry! She has an ear for music! She's always loved music!" I said reassuring him.
"Big sister!!!" E said and hugged Juls.
"Hey, 'Clipse! I brought a friend!" Juleka said and stepped out of Rose's way.
"MISS ROSE!!!" E yelled.
"I told you you can just call me Rose sweetie!" Rose said sweetly.
"I know but miss sound nice with your first name! You should definitely be something where people have to call you miss Rose!" E stated.
"Maybe!" Rose said giggling.
"Hey, Adrien!" Rose and Juls said at the same time.
He was concentrating so they startled him and he waved slightly. He winced when he waved and E instantly recognized why.
"Adrien follow me, please!" E said walking to her room, and Adrien obeyed. "Show me your wrist."
"O-ok..." Adrien stuttered showing his wrist wincing as he did so.
E went over to him with rubbing alcohol and bandages.
"This is going to sting but it has to be done..." E said putting some alcohol on a cotton ball.
"Ouch!" He said as soon as it made contact with the cuts on his wrist.
"I told you it was going to sting..." E said rubbing the other wrist.
"Ow, ow, ow!!" He said.
"I tying this in a knot only I know how to untie!" E said tying the knot on both the bandages.
"Could you please not tell Luka...!?" He asked.
"I'm sorry... But I have to! If I don't you could end up hurting yourself even more. Also, you're staying with us for a while." E said and took his phone telling his father that he was staying with a friend and if he tries to find him he will run away.
E then puts his phone a draw in her desk and locks it.
"C'mon!" She said and Adrien followed again with his sleeves still up.
E opened my door and walked up to me and told me everything.
I was so shocked that he would self-harm.
I looked at him and he was trying to untie E's knot but couldn't.
"Adrien, can I talk to you?" I asked him.
He nodded and we went to the living room.
"Why did you self-harm and how long have you been doing it?" I asked him and he looked away.
"Straight to the point then! So straightforward this will be fun!" Adrien said rolling his eyes with sarcasm leaking through his voice.
"I know! I just want to help you!" I said putting my arms around his middle and hugged him tightly.
I guess getting attacked by E with her famous bear hugs will help! I thought with Adrien just hugging me back trying to hold back his tears.
"I-I don't wanna g-go back h-h-home!" He cried and I immediately knew why he did self-harm.
I'm going to kill Gabriel Agrest for making him self-harm💢💢!!! I thought mad but trying not to let it show.
"P-please don't m-make me!!" He begged me.
"I won't!" I said rubbing tiny circles into the middle of his back knowing it would calm him down because he mentioned it calming him down before.
After a few minutes, he had calmed down and was laying his head on my shoulder still hugging me.
"Thank you... Luka!" He said and from the corner of my eye I thought I saw him blushing but I figured it was just because he had been crying.
"No problem Adrien!" I said picking him up and bringing him to E's room telling her to give him a makeover.
"Yes! I got this big brother! OUT!" She said pointing to the door and I left.
"What are you going to do?" He asked E.
"Don't worry you're in the hands of a fashion God! Just relax!" E said measuring him.