"why is everything dark?" I thought to myself, "umh" I tried moving my body but it wouldn't budge, how strange. I kept questioning what this place is when a sudden appearance of a red spider lily interrupted my train of thought. " huh" my hand unexpectedly moved on its own as it grabbed the shining red flower, my eyes widen as the flower disappeared and seems to replace itself with a thick red substance sticking itself to my hand. "Nonononononono" I chanted inside my head repeatedly, I wanted to say something, anything but nothing would come out of my mouth.
A sudden wave of anxiety washed over me as my chest tightened and my head felt fuzzy, it felt as if somebody was murdered right in front of me. I wanted to throw up, a sudden change of surroundings startled me. My chest kept tightening until I felt like I was being strangled by someone with all their might " water? am I.. underwater?" I asked myself while my lungs were filled with water as I stayed there floating for what felt like an eternity.
I close my eyes for a moment and then opened them back only to find myself in a field filled with the same flower "nononononono please no" I mumbled over and over again as my voice slowly cracked on every sentence I formed." I'm sorry I didn't mean to I.... I don't.. I'm sorry" I felt my face getting hot and my eyes started getting blurry. My legs gave up on me and I fell to the ground, I want this to stop...I need this to stop I can't handle this anymore. I knew it was wrong I know what I did was wrong.
It's my fault, it was all my fault I brought this to myself...if I hadn't...if only I...then...then everything would be perfect this wouldn't happen...he wouldn't...
Stop, please just stop I know what I did, I know what I caused but please...just...stop. The silence was deafening, everything is so loud, I just want it all to end then just like that everything went quiet. Is this a dream is this real? I don't know all I know is I want to get out of here as quickly as I can.
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Two Sides Of Cards (Rewriting)
FanfictionWe all know that there's always two sides of everything. Like a card it has a front and back, they're both different that's how you can tell them apart right? Then what's gonna happen if they're both the same. This is my first story and English isn'...
