𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐢𝐦

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[𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞: 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐢𝐦]
•𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞: 𝐏𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐒𝐥𝐢𝐩•
[𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞: 𝐅𝐫𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 28, 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐞 2021-]
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𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐠: 𝐈'𝐦 𝐍𝐨𝐭 𝐀 𝐂𝐲𝐧𝐢𝐜 𝒃𝒚 𝑨𝒍𝒆𝒄 𝑩𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒂𝒎𝒋𝒏

⚠︎Disclaimer: This chapter contain self deprecation, mentions of wounds and mature language.
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In the multiple movies I had watched during my spare time, most of the protagonists had what could be called an introduction. It would be amazingly portrayed and at the end of them, the narrating point of view would switch to first person giving us the thrill and excitement while hearing the oh so well famous lines:

" My Name is Shoto Todoroki and I'm a failure."

Here, there I said mine.

I guess it's quite a pathetic delivery, however it mirrors my own self, which proves the sad reality that I hold on my shoulders.
I am not trying to sound pitiful, because I do not deserve any kind of compassion.
There's not much to say about myself. I had been called annoying, boring, tasteless, stupid, weak and so much more.
I'm not going to defend myself when my own reflection is the perfect representation of the words combine.

I can't even remember when I had genuinely smiled since my fifth birthday. Due to this fact I was seen as cold and incapable of feeling emotions.
This I should say aren't really true. I which I was actually cold hearted, it would have saved me so much energy.

I do smile, just that it's barely human like.
I rarely laugh, and my brain do not comprehend some basic things a normal teenager would understand, as i couldn't relate to them.

Therefore I am what we could refer to as a robot. Or like my biological father would usually say, a weapon.

At five, he had found the way to destroy my childhood. I had lost my mother, the only one that I thought actually loved me. Then I lost one of my siblings, and right after that I lost the walking dreamer that I had been once.

Unfortunately I didn't lose a dad too, although I had never had one to begin with.

I was supposed to be faultless, a model like no other. I was supposed to emmit power and bravery. I was supposed to make my predecessor proud.

Spoiler alert, I failed miserably.
Albeit it all, I had gotten somethings out of my mistakes.

In the end I had realized that I was not only Shoto Todoroki the famous son of Endeavor— the Pro Hero with the highest tally of resolved cases in history— but I was Shoto Todoroki the boy who never walked alone.

I'm sure this sounds overly concerning and weird yet I'm sure everything will come out as clear water in the later events of my life.

Strange events and experiences would unfold like, love and madness. And I would learn things about myself such as;

Who was I ?
What was I capable of ?
Was there a point in my being born ?

In conclusion I came up with a lot more than I had anticipated...

Let's simply say that I had so much more hidden deeply within me.

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