Why is this feeling so odd?

Time flies so fast

How I wanted to scream

I had a man in my life!

But why is this feeling so odd?

Seems weird and still alone.

 

You were so far yet so near in my dreams

I love you thats what I know

But why is this feeling so odd?

I still feel weary and sad

Is it because I did'nt feel I had your love?

 

I wanted to reach you

Hold you in my arms so tight

Cuddle with you every single day

But why is this feeling so odd?

I dont exactly know, but maybe....

just maybe...

I never had you from the very start.....