/The Way Of The World/

Chapter 1

Hinata's POV:

I never liked it here...I'm not talking about where I live, in Miyagi I'm talking about the World... the place we call earth..

See I love some people..my friends.. the good, loving people ..but not the bad people
I can't say I love my family...the people in my house hold...because it isn't my family...
You see.. when I was 4 years old I was on a walk with my Mother the real one...than a bad person walked up to my mother and started beating her to a pulp... until her last screams were muttered into a quiet whisper.. I still heard them and I will forever remember them

"I love you"
After the bad person knew my one and only mother was dead..he turned to me.. and took me... not to a home not to a safe place.. but to a fucking  alleyway... and ohh how you could think the unimaginable.. you could think "he probably beat you up he probably just cut you up"

No he did way worse.. well I think it was way worse..
he tore my clothing off and raped me.. I was awake through all of it.. and I remember every gory detail like it was yesterday or last week...

After that he just left me there... when I got the courage to get up I ran to my mother as fast as my little legs could run... I knew she was gone and she probably watched as that bastard invaded my 4 year old body... the body that haven't even learnt what sex was... the body who didn't even get to understand what the word 'kissing' was...

As soon as someone herd my little high pitched child screams.. they called the police.. they never found the bad Person that did this.. but once my father found out he killed himself... and I was sent away to live in a orphanage.. after the long 2 years I was finally placed in a stable home..

My new mother was cool as fuck.. she wasn't the mother you could think of.. she was the mother who would let you drive at 12.. or the mother that would let you take a sip of alcohol at 11 she was the type of mom who would buy you vapes because your underage to.. like she does for me now.. she is really fun and I love her.. and even when I was diagnosed with Depersonalization,Derealization, and osdd she still loved me ... her love was unconditional..  with every diagnosis I've been through even tho it was only 3 she still loved me...

But it wasn't only me and her in the house It was also my 16 yer old brother.. and since we were basically the same age she said it wasn't really hard to take care of us it was fun a exciting.

As I truly loved them.. but not more than my real family...
But cut the sad shit lol..
Currently I'm walking to school because my bike got stolen, I know I'm gonna be like 10 minutes late so I don't really care... I'm hoping I don't have any episodes today and I can make it through the day.

I finally made it to school... the Long walk that accrued had my legs aching. Before I walked into the gym I put on my fake face and personality and opened the door..all eyes were on me, "sorry I was late, I didn't have my bike."
I said and walked out to the changing room I heard a couple of mutters as the door closed it I really didn't think abt it that much...
As I entered the changing room I took off my hoodie and put on a white t-shirt with the name "Karasuno High School" and some black shorts..before I left I Put my sleeves on and hit my puff bar and tucked it into the deep part of my bag where the sun never got to see.
I brought my bag with me to the Gym and sat it down on a bench.

"Hey Hinata can I set to you"
Kageyama slowly approached me like he was scarred
"Huh? Oh sure i needa warm up but I can do that after let me tie my shoes real quick I'll be over there"
I said turning around and puttin my foot on the bench to tie my shoes.
Once I was done I walked over to him and told him I was ready.
I got behind the 10-foot line in position by outside hitter..
He tapped the ball and set it up.
This time I didn't hit it softly I channeled every bad thing that had happened in my life.. the anger into my hand and hit the ball over the net..
*BOOM*
*pop*
Everyone looked over at us..."sorry I didn't mean to pop the ball, hehe"