It was a dark night, I started gathering up the supplies I was using for the day. There was hardly any business today.. nothing out of the ordinary, not many want to buy house plants or bouquets from this old shop anymore. But I still keep it running because I love what I do, I love the aroma and seeing the blooming of my fluorescent patterned flowers. It all would ease me and comfort me.
But recently I carry this sorrow. A wretched pain in my chest, a feeling of emptiness.
I don't hold many close relationships, just ruby who I feel only comes back out of pity, but I yearn for the day I can wake up next to someones comfort instead of being the comforter. To hold trust in someone and be able to feel loved and love back. It may seem silly, but it's all I want.
I look out the window and gaze at the buildings. Thinking how everyone's life is thrilling, I have nothing better going on so..
Why not go out and start meeting new people? it's been a while since I've done anything like that. I twirl a strand of my purple hair nervously, what if no one is interested. And then she sobs cause she's a huge loser 🤣 nah jk she gets dressed up and goes out 😏 #yassified kunzite
To be continued ...🤫💥 or nah cause this is lame😏
