Y/n and Bucky's love story

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''But I don't want that i like the way that I am please don't do this!''

''It's not up to you. We are doing it and we are starting now.''

They start hucking me up to this machine and an iv with a drip that had some blue stuff in it. They start talking in that different langed again when finley Dr. asshat said, '' We are going to start now try to make as less noise as paspole.'' When the blue shit got inside of me it burned so so so bad like really bad I started thrashing around trying to get the iv out but it wasn't working evenly I passed out. I remember feeling like someone was caring me but my eyes could only see Bucky so I thought they were playing tricks on me so I just let the sleep take over. What I didn't know was that it was actually Bucky carrying me back to the jet where the others where they rescued me. Bruce hooked me up to an IV drip with some liquids because I was dehydrated. We were about half way home when I woke up. I bolted right up ready to fight. I already ripped out my iv thinking I was still with thos afule people. I was in a fighting stance. I saw Bucky looking at me with some tears in his eyes. That's when I released I wasn't with them I was with Bucky and the others. ''What What happened i feel different.'' As i said that i could see the look of sadness in Bucky's eyes. Is he blaming himself for what happened? It wasn't his fault. '' Bucky look at me please.'' as he looked at me I almost bruised into tries. '' This was not in any way your fault I promise you I don't blame you at all.''

''But you should im the reason they got you I the reason that they put that stuff in you dont you see Y/N i'm no good for you whatever we had cant happened again i can't risk them coming after you again.''

''Bucky please don't do this I I I Love you okay dont push me away it wasn't your fault okay.'' I said this with tears in my eyes. I can't lose him.

''DON'T YOU SEE IT Y/N I'M NO GOOD FOR YOU I HURT YOU WE CAN NOT BE TOGETHER.'' About the time he got done yelling at me the jet was landing, the door opened, I stormed out and went straight to my room and started packing my things. My room was on the second floor so the jump out the window wouldn't be that bad I open the window and jumped with my bag on my back i started walking down the round I took one more look at the place I was starting to call my home and just keep walking I can't be there I just need to get away. I was walking down the street trying to find an abandoned house that I could squat in for the night. After about another hour I finally found one that looked not so bad so I broke the window with a breck and opened the door. I went up the stairs and found a room to sleep in. The next morning I got up and made my way out the door. I can't stay in the city they will find me so the only thing there is to do is go back home. Watch out Missouri here I come.

I've been on the road for 14 hours. It takes about 15 to get back to Missouri. I've been hitch hiking for almost all of it right now. I'm in a nice family's car. They said they were going to Missouri too and that they would drop me off on the way to their place. I fell asleep and when I woke up we were in Hillsboro, the town where I grew up. I told them where to go and they were more than happy to drop me off really nice people. When I got to my house it was 12 at night I knocked on the door and even rang the doorbell no one was answering. I knocked one more time and then my mom opened the door. The look on her face when she saw me was priceless. I've messed her so much. She ran out of the house and hugged me so tight. ''What are you doing here! I've missed you sooo much.''

''I've missed you too mom where is dad?''