I closed that door so fast because now I am nervous. My Alpha and NOW mate is in the next room and I am about to get naked. I quickly change my clothes and stand at the door. I just needed to open the door. Go on, just open the door.
"Just come on out. You are about to give yourself a heart attack in there. I can hear you heartbeat racing", Alpha said.
Shit!, of course he heard my heart racing. We are wolves after all.I open the door and walk out with confidence.
"We can't have heart attacks you know",I quietly respond. Why in the world did I just say that? Mental hand to forehead. Of course he knows that. He must think I am a know-it-all now. Ugh! I am so awkward.
"Heather will you come sit down so we can talk?" he said.
"Oh yeah,sure" I respond.
Jack just rubs the back of his neck and lets out a sigh. I take this moment to take him in. He is 6"4' and in the best shape. Dark brown,almost black hair, with blue eyes and facial hair that hasn't been shaven in a few days.He is the definition of TALL,DARK and HANDSOME. He makes his way over to the bed and sits down. I look at him through my eyelashes to see if he looked mad or upset.When he finally speaks,it comes out soft and kind.
"I know you must be shocked and scared",he said,"but I want you to know that I will take care of you and protect you. I will be the best man that I can be to you. I know you've had a hard life and I intend on fixing that."
He is looking me in my eyes with hope and tenderness. I never thought someone would look at me and say those things.
"Are you sure you want to take on my baggage? You already saved me. I never thought that I would escape my old pack. I assumed I would be belittled and beat everyday until they killed me or I killed myself", he took a big breath," I'm sorry but that's the truth. I lived a hell on earth situation. That comes with some issues. I am damaged good Alpha".
He softly lifts his hands and placed them on both sides of my face.I felt tingles and inhaled sharply.
"I know you think you are damaged goods but you're not sweetheart. No one should ever go through what you did. You are so strong and kind. I am honored to be your mate", he said.
How did I get blessed with a mate that is so sweet? I look him in his eyes and I believed him. I knew he would do everything he told me he would.
"Well then I need to tell you about my past. I want to be completely honest with you", I said.
He nods his head," Sure. I need to tell you somethings as well".
I take a deep breath and begin," Well my parent are not really the best. They left the pack when my brother became the Beta. They wanted to travel and explore without someone holding them back. My brother was my guardian until they returned or until I aged out. That was 6 years ago. My mom decided she did not want to be tied down anymore and so they just travel from place to place. I guess my brother saw me as a burden so he started to ignore me. Soon it turned into sending me away to punishing me. It all happened so fast I didn't know what was happening until it was done. I had walked into my room one day and close the door. Before I could put my backpack down someone was behind me. I hadn't shifted yet and I didn't even know he was there. He put his hand over my mouth and told me to be quiet or I would regret it. I've never been that scared in my life. He threw me on the bed and started ripping my clothes off. I decided that I needed to call for help so I screamed. He started hitting me and telling me to shut up before someone heard me. I just knew he was going to rape me. My brother and a few other pack members busted into my room to find the alphas son on top of me. He got off of me and told them that I threw myself at him and begged him. He said he was trying to stop me and I got mad and screamed. They believed him before I even said anything. I would NEVER do something like that I was 14 years old. He was 18 years old. He knew that I couldn't fight him back. He knew that. After that day, everyone started treating like I was nothing. They treated me like scum. He would try to get me alone but thank the Goddess he never could. I was careful throughout the years. I never let myself be in that position again. Once he found his mate he wanted to send me away because he did not want me to tell her what he did. She told him that they pack needed me and I was a great member to have so he kept me around. She just didn't want to have to take care of the pack like I did because she never stopped the beating. She said they were good for me to know my place"
I looked at Jack and I saw anger in his eyes. They were now black and his face red as he starts pacing the room. I mental slap myself for messing up the moment. I should have waited to tell him all this. I just can't help it. I wanted him to know what he was signing up for.
"I'LL KILL THEM ALL!",he said and hit the nightstand," HOW DARE HE TRY TO DO THAT.TO MY MATE!"
I fold into myself as a habit and lowered my head in submission. He notices this and sits down beside me.
"You know that it was not your fault. He knew better. He knew what he was doing was wrong and try to do it anyways. I'm sorry for yelling. I just don't understand how they can treat anyone like",he voice is soft again,"He never did.....Ummm.......you know....." he trails off. I can see the hurt in his eyes.
"No I'm a virgin if that's what you're asking",I informed him.He clears his throat," Okay,good because I would have went over there tonight and ripped him to pieces. I still might go over there and do it for him touching what's mine".
"Now what did you need to tell me?",I asked.
"Umm.. well I've mated with someone before", he rushed out.
My heart jumped out of my chest. What does he mean by that? Did he have sex with other people or did he mark someone else?
"What do you mean you've mated with someone?", I blurted out.
"Please don't get mad",he said.
"I can't promise that",I said.
"Hmm..well I may have marked and mate with a female. But that was before I met you. I mean hell I'm 10 years old then you. I thought I didn't have a mate or that you were dead. I didn't think you were still a pup" , he nervously rushed out
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Tormented And Abused
Werewolf17 year old female werewolf. I'm abused and tormented for reasons unknown to me. I endure it because I have nowhere else to go. When I turn 18 I hope to find my mate so that I no longer have to deal with the daily beatings and name calling. I want t...