Watching the Life Of Dean Winchester/Jason Todd

I'm poison | Dean Winchester

God on the screen had said " Now that all of you have watched this first episode. you guys can take a break, to go to the restroom if needed, 

but Now you guys are going to be watching a video to see what you might expect, when you watch through out the episode    

Crowley: Your problem, mate, is that nobody hates you more than you do.

"Wait- who that" Hal Jordan said

"um a friend "

Dean: I know how dead you are inside.
Dean: How worthless you feel.
Dean: I know how you look into a mirror and hate what you see.

"Dean why didn't you tell me, you know you can talk to me you know" Sam said

"ya I know but- I din't want to worry you" Dean said

Jo: You carry all kinds of crap you don't have to, Dean.
Dean: I wish I couldn't feel anything Sammy.  

(everyone was sad hearing this)

Dean: I am 90 percent crap.
Dean: I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing.
Sam: I mean no one can save you because you don't want to be saved.(I shouldn't have said that" sam whispered under his breath
Dean: And why would an angel rescue me from Hell?
Castiel: You don't think you deserve to be saved.(Dick was conflicted hearing that his lil brother was in pain and he couldn't do anything about it
Sam: I mean how can you care so little about yourself?
Sam: What's wrong with you?
Dean: Dad's dead because of me.(Diana was close to tears
Dean: I was dead. And I should've stayed dead. (the YJL were shocked hearing that he died
Sam: And I'm not alright.
Sam: But neither are you.
Sam: That much I know.
Dean: I mean ever since dad..Dean: All I can think about is how much this job's cost us.
Dean: What about us, huh? What, mom's not supposed to live her life? Sammy's not supposed to get married? (Bruce felt back when he was younger knowing he he hadn't asked his parents about a toy and Movie they would have still be alive, but knowing he had a family now he wouldn't change it
Dean: Why do we have to sacrifice everything dad?
Dean: You take care of your mom.
Dean: I'm poison, Sam. People get close to me they get killed or worse. (Jack, lil jack was in tears knowing one of his father figures was in pain
Dean: I'm good.
Mildred: When's the last time you watched a sunset, without waiting for something to go bump in the night?
Sam: You're on edge, you're erratic, except for when you're hunting cause then you're downright scary.
Dean: I do.
Jo: You deserved better Jo.

Sam: You don't have to handle this on your own, Dean. No one can. (and I stand by that, Dean you are not alone you have us. (Dean had a small smile

Sam: Please, Dean. It's killing you. Please.

Dean: Hunters are never kids.
Dean: I never was. (shock was everyones expression 
Dean: It's okay. I'm here. I'm here.

Dean: I can't do this alone. (I couldn't do it alone, I was scared " Dean had thought 

Sam: Yes you can. ( Sam was disappointed of him self, he saw how hurt Dean was , Sam was an idiot 
Dean: Well, I don't want to.
Dean: If there is a god out there, why would he give a crap about me?
Dean: Your own father didn't care whether you lived or died, why should you?
Dean: I said shut up!
Famine: Inside you're already dead.
Dean: My father was an obessed bastard!
Dean: What am I supposed to do?!

( Everyone turned to the black screen) then back at dean they saw his life a horrible one he had and they couldn't do anything about it

(A/n)

I am so sorry that I haven't updated in so long, I'm doing this Chapter during class(APUSH) right now, I have been super busy with school and my AP Classes that need to do.

Plus I'm going to be doing practice testing, then i'll soon will be testing for both of my AP classes , so as I stated before updates will be slow, be patient with me I am a human being trying to live her life, and trying to keep her grades up so so ill see you in the next update bye💚🔱🐍