It's been five months, I still don't remember anything.
I don't know what my name.
I don't know what happened to me.
I don't know who i am.
Did my family miss me? They are trying to find me? They are worried about me?
Do i have family before i lost my memory?
Napatigil lang ako sa pag iisip ng sumasakit nanaman ang ulo. Ganito lagi ang nararamdaman ko kapag pinipilit kong isipin ang nakaraan ko sumasakit ang ulo ko.
***
I'm peacefully reading here in my room but suddenly i heard a knock in my door
"Come in" i said. Pag bukas ng pinto nakita ko si mama Claudia.
Mama Claudia is the one who took care of me, sabi nya nakita nya daw ako ng walang malay sa ilog.
Mama Claudia is verry kind, she even don't know who i am but she still takecare of me.
I cleared my throat when mama Claudia start talking to me.
"Oh iha your spacing out again" she said but i just smile at her. She's so kind.
"Sorry about that mama, so what's up po?" I ask. I saw how she smile her eyes are shining like something good happened.
"Well daughter." She always like that she always call me "iha or daughter" "my Unico Iho Asher is coming home from U.S" she said while her eyes are sparkling
I'm happy for her, i'm happy because mama Claudia is happy.
"You know iha why is he leave in the Philippines?"
"Why po?" I ask curiosity. Hindi sa pagiging chismosa pero ayoko bitinin sa kwentuhan si mama. Lalo na at mukang masaya sya.
Akmang sasagot na sya ng may kumatok ulit sa kwarto ko. Who tf knock my door? Mama is the only want i allow to knock my Room.
Because i'm not comfortable to other people. Call me rude but i don't like that.
Pag bukas ni mama ay napatigil sya
"Why mama, who's that?"
"He's here, iha mauuna na ako sa baba sunod ka ha. Ipapakilala kita sakanya"
"Later mama i'm still reading pa po" i said because i don't like meeting new people.
Pag kaalis ni mama ay nilock ko agad ang pinto, i want reading all day peacefuly.
***
After reading i saw the time, its almost dinner naalala ko din hindi pa ako nag lunch.
Naligo muna ako bago bumababa. Pag katapos kong maligo ay saktong may kumatok!
"Mama is that you?" I ask before i said come in baka kasi hindi sya ayoko mag sungit.
"No." I stop dressing myself when i heard that! WHAT THE FUDGE!? WHO THE FUCK THAT! thats not papa because he's out of town kaninang tanghali lang
"Come on Taliana, nangangawit nako dito" he said, well i just know the he is He because of his voice
Damn. My Heart beating so fast. Damn it what is this.
They use call me Taliana because i don't know what my name. What a dumb pangalan ko nalang hindi ko pa maalala
"Who tf are you? Nag bibihis ako get fucking out." I said. I heard a laugh. Tapos tumahimik na siguro umalis na sya.
Mabuti naman
I wore a silk terno, sando and short. Thats comfortable.
***
Pag baba ko ng hagdan ay nag tatawanan sila. Naka salamin ako at may hawak na libro
That's my routine while eating i'm reading, mama said that's not rude because i'm still talking to them.
"Oh iha andyan kana pala halika na kumain. Ikaw nalang inaantay namin" mama said
"Sorry po napatagal" i said
Napatingin ako sa lalaki na katabi ng pwesto ko nakatitig lang sakin habang medyo nakaawang pa ang labi.
What's wrong? I sunddenly ask my self. Dam he made me uncomfortable.
I start to walking like model, and sit to my chair na parang balewala lang sakin ang presensya nya.
"How are you Ciana?" he suddenly ask
What? Ciana? Who is he talking about? Wtfudge.
"Iho Asher calm down i talk to you later apo." Mama said to him.
"Have we met before i lost my memories?"
deretsyong tanong ko sakanya
Because he seems really know me. Maybe he's the one who help me to taking back my memories. I smirk
That's good.
***
After dinner mama talk to Asher, i know his name because i heard. Okay.
When i'm about to go the balcony i heard mama angry with calm voice. She's angry but calm at the same time
"Asher Ramiel slow down your plan, she's sick."
"I know mamita but i really miss her, i miss my Ciana Mireille mamita" his voice broke
Gosh. He's really... Crying?
And who's Ciana Mireille?
Who's they're talking about?
I left there like dumb founded, gosh why i'm listening their conversation?
Taliana you're not chismosa okay.
I slap myself dahil sa kagagahan ko
"Hey don't hurt your self"
I heard a voice from my back. Why is he here?
"Why?" I ask
"Nothing" "where are you.... going?" Alanganin nyang tanong, why is he nervous?
"I'm about to go the balcony but I heard you and mama are talking. So I'm going to go to my room know" gosh Taliana why are you being madaldal?
"Oh... Okay. C-can i g-go with you?"
"Go with me?" itinuro ko pa yung sarili ko "I'm going to my room. And no. You can't come with me. No boys allowed to my room only mama!" I said with authority.
"Nah-uh we used to sleep in one room before" he said with smirk on his face
What with this guy? Really? He is part of my past? He sound like he really know me.
"No" i said
"No your face" he said and turn his back to me. And walk towards my room.
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKT?
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sorry for my grammar:>
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