10 April 2015
i met Ana when i was 10. Now she's back again. I took in about at least 600-700 calories today. I exercised off about 300+ calories thanks to dragonboat trainning. My body felt damn full and bloated even tho i've already exercised off quite a lot. I tried to go to the bathroom and puke out everything but i couldn't. Tears roll down my cheeks. I felt like a failure for not being skinny enough.
