Why... I think why did he want to let me go. He told me he loved me. Was all a joke or was it something real. What I would do just to find out. He told me that we never talked at school. And when we texted we didn't have anything to talk about. If that was the case then why would he tell me he would date me why would he tell me he loved me. I.... I love him. I didn't know what todo I was
lost and confused. Some may not understand the pain I am going though just thinking about it. But if I don't write it down and share it I will just end up with a crap load of depression. Giving him my love and telling him I cared was just a huge mistake. I can't love anyone the way I loved him. I may have a crush and as time goes by I might just forget how much he hurt me. If he didn't want to be with me why did he say yes. My friends tell me that everything will be okay, but really deep down I know that everything will just fall apart and I will be alone.
Do I really want to be alone or do I wanna keep up my spirt. I know that if I try hard I will move on but the fact is I need him. He was my spirt my hope my love i can no longer live without him. People tell me that he didn't deserve me. Deep down I know that it was all a lie and that is all it is going to be. I kept telling myself that it wasn't a lie, it couldn't be. I won't let it, never. I cried and cried I never thought that the one I told everything to was just going to let me go.
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Forever in my life
Chick-LitBased on a life story that has happened to me in seventh grade. I thought he was the boy of my dreams. I loved him like no other had loved before. He called it off he said we never talked.
