"You want me, then take me."
Her husky voice filled my eardrums and a shiver ran down my spine. Is she serious? She can't be serious, I thought carefully.
I was then brought back to reality by her hand moving up my arm. I looked into her eyes. Her big brown eyes. They pleaded with me begged me, practically, to stay with her. Make love to her. I looked deep into her eyes and found myself at her mercy, wanting to do anything, and everything for this woman.
You don't even know her i thought to myself. I found myself so unbelievably attracted to this woman, this tanned woman in front of me. My fingers itched to touch her skin. But the logical side of my brain said i shouldn't, fucking logic go suck a dick.
"Camila i can't. You're married, this would be an affair you can't have that in your life." She looked shocked and i just wanted to kiss her but i ran out before she or i could do anything.
The logical or moral or whatever the fuck it is was saying no, but god was my heart saying yes. i almost half went back but unfortunately i didn't. I decided to just write and draw a little and just sleep, sleep sounds so heavenly right now i thought.
As soon as i got in my house I made some tea and grabbed my notebook and wrote something about her i drew her, what i imagine she looked like naked, half naked, i drew her doing anything. Every since I stepped into that damned house she is all I can fucking think about. She has invaded every part of my brain.
"Fuck, get out." I grabbed my hair and screamed. After a while of screaming and cursing, i lied on my back and thought about her some more and drifted off to sleep.
this is pretty short but i felt the need to update so i hope you enjoy and please feel free to vote comment and all that good stuff - xxxxx josie