I fell for my bestfriend (njboys)

ive missed you loser

recap:"Me and him used to be bestfriends.."

Taylor: "really???"
"Uh yeah haha"
??: "you must be new here" someone says behind me
I turn around and there he was, Mattia Polibio.
"uh, y- yeah" I'm nervous, we haven't talked in like 10 years!
Mattia: "well I'm Mattia, and you are..?"
"y- yn"
Mattia: wait.. like Yn Guzman?
"um yeah"
idiot
Mattia just stood there
Mattia: "I gtg" he says quickly
he walked away
Taylor: "what was that about"
"I have no idea.."
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•Mattias pov•
there's no way she moved back to jersey.. we haven't talked in 10 years, she got really hot over the years ngl. I needa talk to her
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•Yns pov•
i wanna talk to him, but i can't get put through the same thing as last time..
taylor: "do you miss him?"
"kinda, but i don't want him to put me through the same thing"
taylor: "what happend" she says surprised
"well he turned on me when the 'fame' came, he was my bestfriend.. and so was alejandro, kairi, alavro, robert, and roshaun. i miss them so much, the only one that still talks to me is kairi and Alejandro."
taylor: "kairi goes to this school yk.. lmao. OMG speaking of himm, there he iss!"
she calls him over to "meet" me
kairi: "wassup taylor, and..?"
"yn, like yn guzman"
Kairi: "YNNNNN, IVE MISSED YOU LOSER" he says as he hugs me tightly
"kai, i- cant- breath"
kairi: "right.. my bad haha"
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•after school•
Kairi and Alejandro were walking over to me
ale: "yo dude I thought you were lying, hey Yn" he says hugging me
I hug back "Hi ale"
Kairi: "sooo do you wanna hang out?"
"Like right now?"
Ale: "yea dummy"
"Sure, but where? And who's gunna be there with us?"
kairi: "ales place and its just gunna be us and mattia"
"yeah, nvm. I'm good"
Kairi: "come onnn please"
kairi and Alejandro keep bugging me till I give in
"fine just shut up"
both: "yay"
I just roll my eyes
"Well imma head back to my place quick"
Kairi: "kk"
Ale: "wait! here's my number, text me when you get there"
I let him put his number in my phone.
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I go back to my place and change into light grey sweats and Mattias old hoodie
"He won't notice" I say to myself "will he? Too late I'm not changing"
I grab my keys from the table and get in my car.
I text ale to ask him where the house was
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•Mattias pov•
Kairi: "bro, I needa tell you something"
"Wassup kai?"
Kairi: "I invited yn" he says quickly
Oh shit..
"Uh, okay"
I feel really bad for pushing her away, she probably took it the wrong way. I did it cuz I couldn't let her know I had feelings, they never went away even when she moved and she got hotter over the years and I think I'm catching feelings again bro fuckkkk
Ale: "kai go get the door, yns here"
Kairi goes to open the door for Yn
about five minutes later they both come in the room
Yn: "hey guys"
Ale: "hi yn"
I just stood quiet
kairi: "Mattia stop being rude, say hi"
"hi yn"
yn: "it's okay kai he didn't have to say anything"
I look at yn and see she's wearing the hoodie I gave her a while ago. damn I thought she would've burned it
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•yns pov•
We were all having a really fun time play the game, but I had to pee really bad
"I'll brb"
i went to the bathroom but before I could go in Mattia comes and stops me
"what mattia" I looked into his eyes
Mattia: "can I talk to you, please" he says not trying to make eye contact
"hurry up"
He walks into the bathroom with me and closes the door behind him
mattia: "please listen to me, I'm really fucking sorry for pushing you away. i bet you took it the wrong way, the truth is I had feelings for you yn and I thought if I pushed you away they would go away but I was wrong. there hasn't been a day I haven't thought about you or the times we spent together, the long talks we had, the laughs, and even the arguments we had. Yn you have no idea how much I've missed you, I really hope you could forgive me.. please?"
i didn't say anything, I was speechless
"Idk what to say"
kairi from the other side: "FORGIVE HIM"
"Kairi wtf are you doing" I say laughing
Mattia opens the door and we see Kairi easedropping on us
Mattia: "go back to ales room mf"
kairi: "you guys are taking foreverrrrr, ales boring" he sounds annoyed
"We'll be there ina few minutes I promise"
kairi: "fine" he says mad
he walked back to ales room and Mattia closed the door
"I forgive you Mattia, but why didn't you tell me. all these years I thought the fame took my best friend away from me."
mattia: "it didn't yn, oh and I see you still have the hoodie I gave you"
Fuck he noticed
"uhh, I- um"
mattia laughs "you want this one I have on too? I don't really like it"
or do you just wanna give me a hoodie that smells like you
"yeah, sure"
-
we both went back to ales room and stared playing the game again
kairi: "so yn.. did you forgive him?"
"yes kairi" I say rolling my eyes at him
ale: dose that mean..
Kairi: "THE FRIEND GROUPS BACK !!"
Me and Mattia laugh
Mattia: "it's up to you yn, is the friend group back? Also do I have my best friend back?"
I laugh at his questions "yes and yes"