Honestly I don't even know where to start… we've been through so much together it seems. You've seen me at my worst and also my best, and you stuck around. (no one's done that before so thank you) This will probably end up being more like a book rather then a letter but I have so much to say to you. When I first started talking to you I never knew that it would turn into such a wonderful friendship, but i'm happy that it did. You made me want to keep going, you made me not want to give up. You saved me so many times from myself that i didn't tell you about. One time I was about to do something, about to just end it, but then I though what you would say and I stopped. When you disappeared that one time I almost gave up, but I reread out conversation and I didn't. All the things you tell me I remember, you're so special and important to me and I know that I don't tell you that enough. You're the best friend I could've ever asked for and I am so thankful that you came into my life, because I don't know where I would be without you. I want you to promise me though that you won't ever give in, and if you think about it message me on here or Skype, because I will always reply to you… always. I would do anything for you, and I hope you know that. I wish I could come visit you, but you know why I can't, but one day we will meet. If you see this please message me and let me know that you're okay… please. I miss you so much, and hope that you come back soon. But until then all I can say is that I hope that you're okay, and I miss you like crazy.
(and yes I was crying a little while writing this :s)
