why cant i forget

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Tw for panic attacks (the traumatic event is gonna be vauge so it can be anything you want)

Sun was in his charging station you didn't know how long he would be in there but you hoped he would be out soon. But it wouldn't be soon enough

You had been wandering around the daycare looking at all the drawings that kids had made when one specific one caught your eye. You stared at it for a while...when you remembered...you realize why it caught your eye....

Your heartbeat and breath quickened as you backed away from the drawing

You felt the tears fill your eyes as you started having flash backs of that day

Without even realizing it you tripped over a wire and fell on the ground ,the lights went out, it felt like you were back there why couldn't you just forget that day why...

You were hyperventilating and getting dizzy

"why..." you said between gasps of air "why me"

your hands felt like they were buzzing and your vision started to get blurry when..

"Starlight?!" It was moon

You couldn't say anything, you weren't even sure moon was actually there or if it was your mind playing tricks on you

You could hear is bells get closer then you felt his metal hands pick you up and lay you down on his chest

"Starlight it's going to be okay" his voice sounded concerned "ok just try and follow my breathing" Moon knew he needed to get your breathing under control before you passed out

(Also don't ask how moon can breath I know he's an anamatronic but just go with it 😀)

"Breath in......and out...." he repeated a few times till you calmed down a little "Very good Starlight now can you tell me 5 things that you can see?"

You looked up at the ceiling and say the glowing stars

"S-stars" you said between tears "umm stuffed animals...chairs.....s-slide...an-d..crayons"

"Perfect Starlight, now can you tell me four things you can feel?" He said

"My sweater...your h-hand..the floor.."you said as you lifted up your hand and tugged on the ribbon on his wrist. "And the ribbon"

"Good, can you tell me three things you hear" he said getting more relieved that you were calming down

"The d-daycare music...your voice...and the bells" you said

"Okay now can you tell me two things you smell" Moon said

"Lavender..and..umm..daycare smell?" You said not being able to find something else

Moon laughed "fair enough kiddo, now can you tell me one thing you taste?"

"Uhhh" you couldn't think of anything for that until

"Would this help with that question" he said as he heald out a Sundrop candy

"It mighttt" you said as you took the candy from his hand

"Do you want to talk about why you were panicking Starlight?" Moon said quietly

You sighed " I saw a drawing and it made me remember..t-that day..." you said tearing up again

Moon not wanting to have you go into a panic attack again hugged you and said "it's ok Starlight your safe now"

It was insane on how calming his voice could be

"Do you want me to turn the lights back on?" He said

You just shook your head no and kept hugging him. You didn't want him to leave.

"Is there anything you want me to do?" He asked

"stay..."you said quietly

Moon was slightly shocked, all of the kids at the daycare didn't like him, they were all scared of him but he was happy that he could be usefull to someone

"Anything for you my Starlight " he said

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Moons p.o.v.

It was around 15 minutes later

Oh there asleep...

Moon carried you to the nap time corner and set you down.

"Now time to find which drawing caused this..." he said quietly as to not wake you up

He went back to where he found you and retraced your steps till he found it

"Bingo..." Moon said. he ripped the drawing off the wall an crushed it into a ball in his hand as he walked out of the daycare to throw it away.

He threw it away in a random trash can away from the daycare when a notification popped up on his screen

<Roxys battery ran out. Return her to the nearest charging station>

"That dumb fucking wolf"

Moon!! Language!! And Roxy isn't dumb!

Sun...shut up

rude..

What?

Nothing...

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Moon rolled his eyes and started walking over to where Roxy was. He dragged her to a charging station which was two feet away from where Roxy lost power. He started to walk away when he heard Roxy for her charging station

"Moon wait!"

"What do you want Roxanne" he said slightly annoyed

"You know you can't hide the kid forever" she said

"Watch me bitch." Moon said to her as he walked away

It didn't matter if you were hidden or not moon and Sun knew they weren't letting you go back to that home....

Word count 861 words

Tysm for reading and have a good day:)❤❤❤

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