A Game Called Life (A Taejinkook ff) (ON HOLD)

07. Always

Jungkook's pov

"Yah..... Are you insane? What do you mean by you are resigning from the job? Its just three weeks you get into there. Why? Also its in Busan so that you can be with your parents too. You are lucky that you got placed in your native place . Then why are you taking this stupid decision?" Jin yelled at me for which i avoided his stares.

Ofcourse he was the most happiest one when he knows i got a job with a fare salary. I was also happy hoping to help Jin in his debts. But.... My company's new branch is opening in busan and all the recruted employees have to go to there than stay in Seoul. Actually it was already mentions in the interview that if its needed we have to relocate to other places for business needs. But... I didn't expect that to be this fast.

I will miss him. Why can't he understand that? The reason why i didn't go back to Busan is him. I came to Seoul for a good job. But after two months of my struggles i already lose the hope and i was about to go back, it was then i meet him accidentaly.... No it was destiny.... A beautiful destiny which gave him to me.

I still remember the day. It was a rainy night. He was holding a guy who met with a bike accident and screaming for help. His dress is covered with blood along with the rain soaking him. Irrespective of the situation, i was awestruck seeing that handsome man soaking in rain. The moment our eyes met, the moment i saw a little relief and hope in his eyes, the moment his eyes called for my help.....i fell in love.... But when i came to sences, I also joined him to bring that guy to take him to hospital.

He asked me to go after i accompanying him to the hospital but i didn't. No... I couldn't... I want to be beside him.

Atfirst i thought he was his relative or something but no.... He was no one to that guy... Still he gave him blood and arranged some money for a complete stranger.

Respect. That what i felt for him next. How could someone be so selfless? I saw he praying in front of the Jesus's photo placed on the wall of hospital for the stranger's welfare. And i still remember the happiness in his eyes when the doctor says the patient is all good. He has happy tears in him. He thanked me like i was the one who did everything.

We talk a lot after that regarding him, his brother, his restaurant,about me, my family. Jin's mom is also died in an accident, and there weren't anyone to help her then. And he lost her because of the delay of getting the treatment. He gets emotional then. I comforts him. But he is good at hiding the emotion with a smile. Slowly we become more comfortable. Then i asked him to give me a job in the restaurant. Atfirst he was against that idea as he says i get a better job with my qualifications and so on. Then when i said i was looking for part time jobs, he agreed.

From that time to now, the only thing i needed was his presence. He beside me is all i want in my life. It makes me feel peace and happy like home. And i don't want to go away from him. I will miss him and i will lose my sanity thinking about you. I am crazily in love with him.

I know he loves me too.. But he is waiting to solve his problems, makes a good future to Jimin like he promised to Jimin's parents. Its okay. He have me forever. I am ready to wait too. Even if it takes years.

"Yah... Are you even listening to me?" Jin yelled again as he snaps his finger in front of my face. I looked at him who was sternly looking at me.

" I already mailed the resignation letter" I said in a small tone. Yes. That's the truth. I already take the decision of leaving the Job. And i know Jin won't allow me. So i did it beforehand.

I saw Jin's eyes widen in horror.

"You didn't do that right?" He asked me. I looked down.

"What the fuck?.. How could you?.... I.... Oh God.... Fine... I am done with you..... Do whatever you like?..... Who am i to say?.... "  He angrily said and about to move but i hold his hand.

"I don't want to leave you.... I can't stay away from you.... Why don't you understand that?" I asked him in a pained tone. He didn't turn back. But i know he is upset. Maybe tears already filled in those almond eyes too.

" That's why it upsets me.... I am the reason why you do such a stupid thing?.... You should have think about your future and career too... You have to be selfish sometimes.... You-" His voice breaks as a sob came from his mouth. I move towards him and back hugged him putting my head on his shoulders while my hands are around him.

" I used to be selfish.... till i meet a selfless guy..... who taught me.... a satisfied life is more better than a successful life.... And my satisfaction,.... happiness,.. peace... everything lies beside you.... Then what good comes to me once i stay away from you... Also you always says  i will get a better job whenever i failed in interviews. So just think like that. This is not final.... So don't be upset. I do this because i think about my future.... My future with you..... " I mumbled beside his ear. I can hear sniffles. I turn him to face me whose eyes already filled with tears.

I exteended my arms. He give me a small smile and hugged me putting his head on my shoulder while his arms wrapping around my neck. My own wraps against his slim waist.

" I am scared Kookie.... You are too good to me... Will be always here whenever i need..... But.... Whatif i hurt you oneday... Whatif i have to leave you..... Whatif.....

" Even if you decide to leave me, i won't leave you.... I will hold you in my embrace tightly like this so that you can't escape... So the problem is solved now" I said cutting his speech for which he chuckled.

He breaks the hug and look at me. We both smiled at eachother.

"I love you." I said him for which his smile drops. But his eyes was still staring at me. I know his answer. So i kissed his forehead.

"You don't have to answer. Your eyes already said me what i wanted to hear. That's enough." He smiled again. Now with gratefulness in his eyes.

He looked down controlling his tears.

" we have to go downstairs... Otherwise Jimin will cause a mess... Also its time for my performance... Because of your boss and your brother we couldn't get time for some personal space like before.. So we have to adjust my darling. So shall we go dear cause of my euphoria... I am gonna sing that today... For you... So ready" I said extended my one arm to him to hold.

He looked at my arm and then to my eyes. He put his hands on mine amd smiled.

"Always."

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