~Jihoon's POV~
I accidentally cut my finger as I was cutting fruits and vegetables. It starts bleeding, but I'm not scared or anything. I force out a tear, making it fall on my wounded finger. Strange right? It's not easy to live with that. When everyone wants your tears. That's why I never trust anyone. I live alone. I'm all by myself but I'm okay with it.
I suddenly hear someone. It's coming from my balcony. I slowly walk towards my balcony and I see hands grabbing onto it. As I walk closer, I see a boy hanging there, he has bloody hands and a few wounds on his face. He suddenly looks up at me. "Help me..." said the hanging boy. I'm scared but I slowly grab his hand. It's sticky because of the blood on his hands. I grab his sweater with my other hand. I pull him over the railing and he just let's himself fall on the ground, he lays on his back while breathing heavily. He has blood nearly everywhere, he holds his stomach. "Are you okay? What happened?" I asked. The tired boy doesn't answer. "Is that uhm your blood?" I asked again. He slowly moves his hand from his stomach, I then see that he has a big wound on his stomach, his face is covered in blood too. His hair is sticking on his forehead. I bend down I as see that he's obviously in pain. His eyes are closed. I take a deep breathe in and out then I slowly put my hand under his head. I try to sit him up. I grab his arms and put it around my shoulders as I slowly stand up with him, he's really weak. I take him inside my apartment and sit him in a armchair.
I grab a towel and press it on the wound, he groans in pain. "I'm sorry but I have to stop the blood from flowing out anymore." I said as I apologized. I grab his hand and place it on the towel and I start looking for my medical kit since I can't use my tears. My tears can only heal my wounds. I kneel down infront of the hurt boy and take the towel away. "I have to take off your uhm... sweater" He looks at me with his dark hypnotizing eyes, staring into my soul then nods once. I slowly take off his sweater and I see his wound, it's kinda big but not that deep, I take some alcohol and slowly put some on the wound. He closes his eyes out of pain. I want to put a little bit more on his wound but he suddenly grabs my wrist. I freeze for a second then I just use my other hand. He then tightens up his grasp on my wrist because of the pain, then I finally put a bandaid on his wound. "Now your face." I said as I sit right next to him. I take a small towel and wipe the blood off his face. He then stares into my soul again. I clean his wounds then put cream, then I finish cleaning his wounds. I then stand up and throw away the leftovers. I then hand him an old shirt that didn't fit me anymore. "I will wash your sweater. Are you okay now?" I asked. The boy is still breathing heavily. "You don't want to talk?" I said, then got no respond, I then sigh and get a blanket and cover the silent boy with the blanket.
"Sleep, you'll feel better once you rest." I said. The boy just stares at me. I then notice that I have blood on my hands. I then turn my head facing the direction of my door as someone knocks on it. "Hello? Is anyone here?" said the person knocking on the door. "Who's that?" I asked quietly. "Don't answer that.. Don't.. They did this to me, so don't open the door..." said the black haired boy."Hello?!" exclaimed the person behind the door. I just stare at the boy. I then notice how handsome he is. He looks so perfect, his hair looks so soft and fluffy. His voice is not too deep and not too high. I slowly get mesmerized by his beauty. "Who are you?" I asked. "Choi Hyunsuk." responded the blue haired boy. Choi Hyunsuk? Even his name sounds perfect. "I'm Park Jihoon." I responded. "What did they do to you? Why were you hanging there?" I asked. "They wanted to kill me. I fell so that I could save myself. " Responded Hyunsuk. "They wanted to kill you? Is that why they were knocking here? To find you?" I asked confusingly. He nods slowly. "Okay.. Sleep, you need to sleep" I said. He immediately closes his eyes letting his head fall.
~ The next day ~
I'm treating Hyunsuk's wound again while he just stares at me, I then lift his chin to treat the wounds on his face. He just stares at me. His stare is just fixed on me. At first it was my eyes but then on my lips. I get a bit nervous but I try to focus. "I wanna kiss you.." Said Hyunsuk out of no where. I then freeze. I widened my eyes. "How could you say that? You don't even know me so don't say such nonsense.." I said in disbelief. "I don't care. Do I have to know you in order to have the need to kiss you?" responded Hyunsuk. I don't know what to say. I just sat there speechless. I wouldn't even mind kissing him, but it just felt so wrong. "Don't, I need to clean your wounds" I said, changing the subject. I slightly brush his hair back so that I could clean his forehead. I put some cream on my hand and lift up my hand but he suddenly grabbed my wrist. I don't want to look at his hypnotizing eyes. He suddenly lifts his hand and touches my cheek. He then pulls me and connects his lips with mines. I didn't do anything, just just sat there still, I lift up my hands ready to push him away, but I didn't. I couldn't. I couldn't move. I can't kiss him. He's a stranger... I put my hands on his chest but he grabs it to keep me from pushing him away. He suddenly deepens the kiss. I realize what I was doing so I pushed him away and covered my mouth with my hands. I look around in disbelief and shock. I stand up and look down, then I scoffed. "I'll wash the cream off my hands" as soon as I finish my sentence, I quickly got out of my room.
After a while, I come back and I see Hyunsuk sleeping. It's all because of my tears... They are magical, they put love spells on people. I probably had a tear on my hand when I touched him. They put a love spell on him since they can only heal my wounds. That's a big problem. I sit down on the edge of my bed. My tears also make me fall in love way too fast, that's why I couldn't push him away at first. "I have a problem." I said as I ruffle my hair. I slowly look to the side and see Hyunsuk staring at me again. I literally stop breathing for a second. I could feel my heart beating like crazy. I turn my head away from his stare as I sigh and close my eyes. After a few moments, I open my eyes as Hyunsuk stood up. He walks closer to me making me learn back on the bed. I try to keep enough space between me and him. But he suddenly pushes me down and hovers above me. I put my hands in his chest to stop him from coming any closer. I made one mistake. I look into his eyes. They are so hypnotizing. He pushes my hands down, he wants to come closer to me. I can't... It's wrong... It's just the spell... Right? I feel my hands getting weak, it's just so wrong... I close my eyes and slowly move my hands. "Wait." I said. "Don't come any closer for a second. Let me move my hands away... First..." I continued with my eyes closed still. I take my hands away, letting them fall on the bed next to my hips, I sigh and slowly open my eyes. He's so ethereal... I would fall for him even without the spell... He suddenly comes closer and places his lips on mines again. I suddenly snap back to reality and push him away. "Get off me... please.."
~ A few days later ~
Hyunsuk is still here. My feelings kinda got bigger. I tried my best to resist him everytime he gets too close. But after I told him about my tears, he stopped. He is still like that, but less flirty. He said that he doesn't want me to get forced. He doesn't want me to get unwanted feelings... But me on the other side... have real feelings too... It's dumb but I really do. Love has no limits... Right?...
To be continued...
