She thought there are few things in this life that we can know for sure.
We need air to breathe, the sun will probably rise tomorrow and we need human connection to survive.
Without it, there's nothing but a big hole in your chest.
This hole can be filled every so often and we feel bright and happy, but then that person leaves and suddenly that hole gets bigger.
It hurts and we feel like nothing will ever make us feel good again.
So we go searching, searching for someone to fill the hole again.
We know that each time we're rejected or the person leaves, the hole just keeps getting bigger.
But, we'll do anything just to feel that twinge of happiness.
What we didn't know was that someday, the hole would grow so big that it consumes us, leaving us lying numb on the floor.
So we try and get someone else to stay, we give away everything we have left and they still leave.
So we lay back down, numb on the ground and we fall into our forever sleep.
Before we know it, we're six feet deep surrounded by those we were never good enough to keep.
It's funny to see everyone say they love us she thought.
Only now, it's much too late.
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