Love And War! (Fake Smiles Book 2)

Awaken

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This book is dedicated to NOT_CammieB

My bad for not dropping this chapter last week, I dealt with some emotions, and now I feel somewhat better =]

Peace. I was finally at peace. I was in my Limbo. Everyone has a different Limbo. Most are sad, some a scary, but mine was peaceful. I was in a long meadow of golden grass. Pretty wildflowers dotted the meadow. The sky was a clear blue that spread on for miles upon miles. The sun was a brilliant mixture of Orange, red, and gold. It was perfectly warm, not to hot and not to cold. I could hear birds singing in the distant.

A light breeze ruffled my hair. I sat down on the silky grass and looked up at the sky. I sighed and layed backwards. I smiled feeling happier than I have in a while. I don't know how long I have been in limbo, but I can tell it's been a while. "This is quite peaceful." A velvety voice said.

I jumped up and turned around. Their standing before me was a giant lady in a dark purple dress with a Golden lining. She wore a giant circular black hat that had a see through black veil that wrapped around it and touched the floor. She had giant gold wings, two on each side. In all she was gorgeous, almost mythical looking. I couldn't help but stare for a second.

"Who are you? How are you in my Limbo?" I questioned. She laughed softly. "I'm the Goddess of Death my dear, but you can call me Kristen." She responded smiling. The Goddess of WHAT? Should I bow? Deciding I didn't want to make the wrong move, I bowed. She laughed at my actions. "You don't have to bow my dear." She said calmly.

I couldn't see her eyes but I could tell they were crinkled from the way she was smiling. "My dear, your story isn't over just yet." She said. My eyes widened slightly. What? I don't want to go back. I... I don't deserve to have this peaceful place sure, but I can't go back. It's to painful... "I can't go back. I get I don't deserve this but I can't go back to that, that would be worse than any limbo." I said stepping back.

Fear coursed my veins, my body felt icy. Apparently my Limbo reacts to my emotions. The grass started to die, the skies darkened. Lightning flashed across the sky, you could hear thunder rolling through the clouds. In a flash of light Kristen had become human size. "Calm down Quackity, it's gonna be ok." She comforted, pulling me into a hug.

I felt myself start to relax into the hug. How is she still so tall, she is tall like Wilbur... Wilbur.. As I relaxed so did my Limbo, and soon enough my Limbo was back to normal. I let out a shaky breath. "I'm sorry, I can't go back their.. it's to painful." I said, feeling like I'm letting her down.

"I know it's painful my dear, but things will get better, you just have to have faith." She said softly, rubbing my back in soothing circles. She reminds me of a mom. "Quackity, this is your decision, but if you do choose to go back, please look after Tommy." Kristen said. My eyes shot open in surprise.

"How do you know Tommy?" I asked confused. She chuckled slightly. "I'm his mother." She responded, a motherly love in her voice. My eyes widened even more. Holy shit. HOLY SHIT! Tommy's mom is the Goddess of Death. Does that mean Tommy's a Demi-God? Does he have powers? If he snaps, will he kill things? I have so many questions..

(Ik canonically Tommy isn't related to Philza and Mumza, and Wilbur, but in my Au, Tommy is Phil and Kristen's biological child, so is Wilbur. Techno is a long time friend of Phil's)

Wait... If Tommy is her child.. Does that mean.. Wilbur is to? "Is Tommy a Demi-God, does that mean he has powers of death? Can he grow really tall to? Not that being tall is bad, it's actually really cool! But can he? Is Wilbur also a Demi-God? Do they know? Does Phil know? Why would Phil kill his own child? Do you know about Dream? Because Dream killed Tommy three times!! Dream also has a book of revival and he keeps reviving people, and killing them! And he destroyed Tommy's Wings an.-" My rambling rant was cut short by Kristen.

"Dream did what to my son?" She asked. Suddenly she didn't look or sound so friendly. My eyes widened slightly. "Uh-uhmm yeah, he.. he is not the best.." I said. "What did Phil do?" She asked, malice in her voice. "Well, technically since I went back in time he didn't kill Tommy yet, but in one of the futures I lived in, he killed Tommy. The reason was.. THATS RIGHT! Phil used to abuse Tommy and Wilbur!" I said, remembering what happened.

The Goddess of Death looked beyond pissed. I mean I would be to if I just found out my husband was going to murder our child, and was abusive to our children. "Thank you for telling me my dear, I will have a word with them if you choose to go back. Now to answer some of your questions, yes they both are Demi-Gods, but I locked away their deadly powers. I wanted them to have a chance at a normal life." Kristen said, her voice soft again.

"Yeah, Tommy fighting in a war at age nine is normal." I said sarcastically. "He.. My son fought in a war when he was Nine?" She asked me. I instantly felt bad. She didn't know none of this was happening? Wait.. does she know me and Wilbur dated? "Yeah, he was in I believe three wars, and two exiles." I said softly. She looked down. "I didn't know.." She whispered. I felt really bad. Deciding to comfort her, I hugged her. "Don't worry, he has good friends now, he is being cared for by someone I trust, and Techno is caring for him to." I said. "Thank you my dear." She responded.

"He didn't go through all bad, neither did Wilbur! Wilbur has a son named Fundy, he is amazing. Tommy has a adopted son name Shroud. Tommy has two best friends named Tubbo and Ranboo, they also have an adopted son named Michael, and Tommy is staying in the country I made." I said, trying to help her feel better. She pulled back.

"I'm a grandmother?" She asked, her voice shaking slightly. "Yeah! Yeah you are." I said. "I know you don't want to go back Quackity, but please, please consider it. The only way I can go back is bringing someone back, or taking someone to the land of dead." Kristen said.

My eyes widened sightly. Oh crap. I don't want to go back, but she needs to see her children. She needs to take the revival book.. "I..I don't know." I whispered. I don't wanna go through any bad. I know I'm selfish.. But I just can't.. I can't go through that again.. "I'll consider it.." I mumbled. She hugged me as if her life depended on it.

"Thank you.." She whispered. After a while we were sitting down and talking. "Hey Uhmm Mrs.Kristen, uhh so uhm when I was alive.. I uhh well I kinda dated Wilbur." I said, blushing and looking down. I always hated the fact that I had to meet the parents, the idea of it scared me because I always thought I was gonna say something wrong.

"You did?" She asked. "Y-yeah.." I mumbled. "Welcome to the family!" Kristen said pulling me into a hug. "And please call me Mumza dear, all my children do." She said. "W-we aren't married!" I screeched blushing even more. "Yet, you two aren't married yet!" She said. Oh my God. My face was redder than a tomato. The idea of marrying Wilbur made my stomach fill with butterflies. Would he even wanna marry me? He probably hates me now. He probably moved on. I mean why wouldn't he?

Does he still care? Probably not.. Does anyone still care? "Dear, trust me, with Wilbur.. When he loves something that love doesn't go away. And when he wants something he gets it." She said. I bet if I could see her eyes she would've winked. A blush returned to my face. This is so embarrassing! Wait at the wedding? Who would wear the dress? It would probably be me.. Well if I did have to wear one, I would go to Eret. I wonder how Eret is.

I wonder how they all are? Is Tommy doing ok? What happened to Dream? Is Fundy ok? What is Techno doing? Probably farming potatoes, but what about Foolish? Maybe building his summer home? Is Las Nevada's still their? I do miss them.. I miss them alot. Maybe if I'm more careful then I wouldn't get hurt? I don't know.. Wait.. What about my sister, and Karl and Sapnap. Oh God. What do I do.. What do I choose? Do I go back?

Do I not go back? I'm probably gonna get hurt! But Wilbur is their.. So is Tommy, Fundy, Foolish, Techno.. Me and Techno are still friends right? I don't want to get hurt but I oh it to the to be their.. Unless they don't want me their.. If they don't want me their, then I could always just die again. I owe it to Mumza, to everyone alive.. I owe it to them to be their. I turned to Mumza. "I.. I will go back.." I whispered. She smiled at me. "You won't feel a thing dear, and I will be right their with you." She said. I smiled at her. She grabbed my hand. Suddenly the world started to change, a warmth crept through me. Stars were spinning around us.

Then I was back.

         Back in Las Nevada's.

OoOOoOoOoOOo Mumza is maddddddd-
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Uhhh hey y'all? How you been?