left me alone

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Rileys pov
" YOU GOT ME PREGNANT ALFIE ITS YOUR BABY" Alfie leaves and I cry, I'm alone and pregnant, my family moved away, James is permanently in London and now alfies left me too. I don't have a house as me and James lived together but he was Bill payer so now he's moved everything was cancelled. I'm going to have to live in the park I think. I have a baby growing in me and am homeless, typical. Oh and I'm only 17. I sit in the office and must have fallen asleep coz next thing I know pipers shaking me and saying quite rudely that I have to wake up and do my job. She knows I'm pregnant and it's alfies, god how that makes me wish it was James'.

I do my job then stay in the studio yet again. I've been sleeping here since James sold the house. I do paperwork then fall asleep. God I need help.

Halfway through the night I wake up and can't sleep so look at all the photos around the studio and I get to the one from Brighter Brightest, God that memory is so good though upsetting coz James and I. I stare at it and all the memories come flooding back and soon I find myself doing the choreo. I cry at this but continue.

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I finish and sit on the floor and rub my stomach where the baby would be and hum Guardian Angel which is another bb song. Only issue with his one is it reminds me of me and James so much so again I break down crying

I love this band but now all I do is cry to them. What am I meant to do now I can't stay at the studio forever, I decide I may as well live in the park so I lock up and leave and sleep in the park on a bench. God one small thing can change the whole world.

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