forevermore • sulli au

I ; wake up, y/n

   "Y/n get up! We don't want to miss the first lecture, come on it's the first day of senior year!" Taeyeon shook you awake. You sat up in a zombie-like state, confused.

   Your roommate looked at you, noticing your eerie quietness. "What? Didn't get enough sleep?" Taeyeon teased. Your eyes felt heavy and you just weren't in the mood for joking right now, you had the craziest and weirdest dream ever.

   It was often you would dream about the weirdest of things but to lucid dream like that? That had never happened.

   "I had a life. A relationship, a perfect life" You mumbled. "Huh?" Taeyeon looked at you as you got up and slowly put your outfit on. "A perfect life? Jeez, what got into you y/n? Usually right about now you'd be complaining that you're hungry." She continued.

   You spaced out the entire morning, oddly enough,  Sulli was ingrained into your mind and the thought of seeing her in person was taking over. The aimless searching for her, it was excruciating pain.

   "Hey, y/n right? I'm Lee Jieun, but call me Ji or Jieun!" A woman walked up to you. You broke out of your trance and stared at her hand before shaking it.

   You tried to smile at her but could tell your crooked smile scared her a little. The happy expression on your face disappeared as you recognized her, Jieun. "So what's it to you, Jieun?" You asked, blinking every five seconds.

   "Well, I'm new here, at my old college that one wasn't so huge at this place," She spoke softly. You squinted at her remarks, she came off a little weird to you. "You aren't trying to suck up to me are you?" You suddenly asked.

   She was taken aback by the assumption, "What?" You snickered at how clueless she was. "What do you major in, Jieun?" 

   "Well I'm trying to get into more of the singing arts, I feel it suits me better. What about you, y/n?" She replied. Sulli was a singer, you thought.

   "I'm taking courses for Nursing, it's tedious and slow but I think it's worth it." "Then I believe you're in the wrong building, Jieun, the music building is South from here." You directed.

   She sighed sharply and waved you bye before heading off. You rubbed your temple in exhaustion, that damn lecture took forever, but Taeyeon was right by your side the entire time. So you could say it wasn't entirely that bad.

   "Taeyeon!" You called for her. She turned around and smiled at you almost immediately, You swear every time she gets happier and happier to see you each day.

   She wrapped her arm around you and nudged you a little, "How were your classes today? I know you complained a lot today about being tired. You almost slept in." You rolled your eyes, suddenly thinking of Sulli.

   "They were slow, too slow, but I met a new girl. Her name was Jieun, something along that. You know her?" You said. "No, I don't have her in any of my classes or have seen her around," Huh, weird.

   The ladder patted you on the shoulder before going to work and left you alone on the walk back to your dorm, which was for some reason, the furthest building from the main one.

   'I have a lot in my mind, my thoughts are so messed up, sometimes, I say things I don't mean to say.'

   "Y/n!" Jieun shouted as she waved her hand in front of your face. "Oh hi Jieun, you scared me." You yawned, stretching. "But I was calling for you the entire time before I showed up?" She questioned.

"Did you find your building? I know I wasn't clear on directions" You asked. Jieun nodded, "Thank you, y/n" She gave you a warm smile.

You hummed in response and closed your eyes, imagining Sulli being at your dorm, patiently waiting for you, "sulli..." Your voice trailed off.

"Who's that?" The woman beside you asked. You opened your eyes and smirked, "Nobody, I'm not even sure if she exists in the real world. So I just don't know." You replied. "That's not weird at all." Jieun whispered to herself. "I heard that."

Jieun shrugged and laughed, realizing how crazy you sounded just then. "Was this Sulli a past lover?" She asked. "I think so, I wasn't sure if it was a dream or not but I could feel and see her." You opened up.

Whether or not you knew if Sulli was real, she sure had you hung up onto her, and you were desperate to figure out her whereabouts.