Do you believe in love at first sight? well i do. because you know that feeling you get when you just met a special someone from the internet and you feel like he's really in love with you? Well.This is a true story about Michelle and Jake.
October 5 was the first day I met Jake, and he has everything I'm looking for in a guy. That one guy I've been waiting for so long,. you know That feeling you get when you talk to him..and it's like you guys have been knowing each other for a year now but you guys barely met.when I met him, He gave me a reason to live..I was finally happy again because I have been single for 6 months, and I finally found my right guy. Yeah, he's trying to hook up on me on the internet but I already love him a lot. until that day that we hear our people say negative comments about him like ... " what if he's just playing you? , what if he's just a fake account? , "what if he doesn't really love you?" ,and what hurts is.. my friends were the ones that said it. It's like they were trying to ruin everything. It's kinda messed up isn't it? If you were in this situation wouldn't it hurt you because they're talking about the one you love and truly care about? I know They won't understand me because they're not the ones that are realizing what true love is.. October 10 was the day he asked me to be his girlfriend on the internet, I was very happy . I couldn't believe I had a boyfriend that is very honest to me, and that loves me with all his heart, it just feels so good inside. Time passed and it came to the point that we stopped talking for a long time, and I tried to call him but he never answers his phone calls. The day came when he finally talked to me, but the sad thing is that we don't talk as much as before. It felt like he lost feelings for me. And again, my friends are telling me that what if he's just playing with my heart? Well, I told them that, "If we trust each other, everything's gonna be okay." November 7... hm.well he talked to me that day. I thought he was going to say sorry for not being there for me everyday. or to say sorry for being gone for a while, but ... no. He was saying sorry because he's breaking up with me. If someone very special to you ever did that to you..it would hurt right? Because it hurts... it really hurts. I couldn't take it anymore. I really don't want him to leave me. He left for no reason at all.I was supposed to be happy today since it's our first monthsary. I was supposed to call him on the phone . This is the day he was supposed to show how much he loves me. But.. this is the day I realized that ..i wish i never met him. Because if we never met we wouldn't be hurt like this. It hurts. it really hurts for someone to break up with you for no reason. What is this? I hope he knows how much I love him. But i don't want to get my hopes up for nothing. A lot of people are trying to make me feel strong so that I wouldn't forget him and that we would get back together or something. I don't accept the fact that we're going through this kind of situation. It's like everything just happened for no reason. It's like falling on the beach with no water. I love him . I really really love him. I don't want him to just leave like nothing happened.
*PART ONE*
