Today I saw a photo

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This doesn't quite capture everything I see and feel,  but I guess it's close enough. Beau and Amy, this poem is about you two, how you have watched me grow from that little girl I was the day you met me, how close we have become. Back then, I'd never have taken you're hand, never have held you in my arms, thank you both, for everything, and thank you Leiws, and Cerys, and Alisdair, and Leland, and even Aiden, even you, you took me those final steps, now I am who I am, I am free, because of you. So thank you all, thank you teachers, thank you pupils, you all freed me, I am who I am because of you. All of you.

Today I saw a photo

Today I looked at the camera

Today I found a photo

Today I saw a photo

Today I saw a girl

Out of place, doesn't feel safe

Today I looked at this girl

Saw her fear, saw a trapped spirit

Today I saw a boy

Unsure eyes, same personality

Today I looked at him

He hasn't changed

Today I saw a girl

So sure, so fine

Today I looked at her

Almost didn't recognise

Today I saw my memories

Fear of what comes next

Today I looked at myself

See who I've become

Today I saw more photos

More days, more smiles

Today I looked at who I was

And compared it to who I am

Same hair, different lengths

Same eyes, different stories

Same face, different expressions

Same leggings, different shoes

Same school, different girl

Same people, now close friends

Once was trapped, now is more than free

Today I realised

That over time

Today I now see

I'm the same girl as in that photo

Today I saw a photo

A photo of me

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