Thousand miles (sad)

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by Austinslove101

by Austinslove101

Alex imagine

Intro:
Too far away to feel you
But I can't forget your skin
Wonder what you're up too
What state of mind you're in
Are you thinking bout the last time
Your lips all over me
'Cause I play it and I rewind
Where you are I wanna be

Wanna fly to you like birds do
Straight across the world
My body, your hands ooh
And I'm missing every word
You are mine, yeah you say so
When you call me late nights
But I wonder how should I know
You're in love enough to fight

Fading away, when you're drunk and alone?
Can't see my face in your heart anymore
Telling yourself you don't feel like before?

That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
To get you back
Coming for you, babe, I'm coming now
That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
To get you back

Wrapped around your fingers
Let you dive into my love
You remember all my triggers
The physical and stuff
Back and forth forever
Is it how it's gonna be
Even when we're not together
Will you stay with me?

Fading away, when you're drunk and alone?
Can't see my face in your heart anymore
Telling yourself you don't feel like before?

And that's when I run
All of these thousand miles
That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
To get you back
Coming for you, babe, I'm coming now
That's when I run
All of these, all of these thousand miles
To get you back

All of these, all of these thousand miles
To get you back
All of these, all of these thousand miles

And that's when I run
All of these thousand miles
That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
To get you back
Coming for you, babe, I'm coming now

That's when I run
All of these, all of these thousand miles
To get you back

All of these, all of these thousand miles
To get you back
All of these, all of these thousand miles

All of these, all of these thousand miles
To get you back
All of these, all of these thousand

Imagine:

Love can't always fix heart breaks but trust, faith, and hope can. I've learned not to believe everything I see, no matter how tempting things may seem, I have to push the negative thoughts out and replace them with positive thoughts.

I've been dating Alex for a year and a few months. I've seen things on Instagram and Twitter that sometimes test our relationship, and not only that but also our trust in each other. There is this girl name Lola (random name) and she's saying that she's dating Alex and she's putting that all over the Internet.

It's really been affecting our relationship, in more ways then one. He won't tell me anything and I don't know what to believe anymore. At the beginning I thought that it was just a joke but then things started to progress faster than I thought and things started to make less sense.

Love is confusing. If you keep a relationship secret it's like a big lie. What's the use of having a boyfriend or girlfriend if you can't show off. Right? Alex hides me from the world. If people ask if we're dating he says that we're just friends.

I honestly don't know what to say. Music calms me down. There is this one song called thousand miles and my favourite part is "And that's when I run
All of these thousand miles
That's when I run
All of these thousand miles
To get you back
Coming for you, babe, I'm coming now"

The thought of losing Alex breaks my heart. He's my everything and he's different. Well at least that's what I thought. Things happen and people change. Love is won and lost.

I wrote an note explaining that I can't go on like this. I tried so hard to play it cool but then things between us changed. I learned that he didn't keep us a secret to protect me from the hate, it was to prevent me from knowing the truth.

I found out a while ago that I was pregnant with his child. I rather raise my baby alone then be forced to love someone because of the baby.

Dear son/daughter,
I y/n, your mother, will always try to protect you from the harms of the world. Out here it's a scary world full of things that not even I can explain, but when it come time for me to explain it to you I'll try my best. Not everyone's going to like you but more people will love you and I want you to remember that forever and always. I know it's going to be hard just us all alone but I promise you that I will always be there for no matter the situation. I'll love you forever. Love -mommy

It's going to be hard with just us two, but I can do it. I've always wanted a child. And I'll be the best mom I can be.

-"Wrapped around your fingers
Let you dive into my love
You remember all my triggers
The physical and stuff
Back and forth forever
Is it how it's gonna be
Even when we're not together
Will you stay with me?

Fading away, when you're drunk and alone?
Can't see my face in your heart anymore
Telling yourself you don't feel like before?

As I lay underneath the stars thinking about how my baby will soon be in this world, I come to think of something I use to tell my mom " no matter what I say mom I'll love you forever I promise"( my actually saying).

You hear family's breaking up and marriages not lasting anymore. Do u know why these problems come about, its because people give up. They think there is no hope in their relationships anymore. They move far away from each other and start again. Why? If you give up on one relationship how do u know you won't give up on the new one too.

People move away but my baby and I are moving thousands of miles away.

A/n everything in this was thought up by me. Parts are what I personally think of like and other parts are made up by my imagination. Please vote and comment and tell me what you thought. - Olivia Aka Liv