I didn't make my farewell, but I know you know we will not ever see each other. That's life we can't really do better. I know, we had so much to do together. I shouldn't be the first. You might be at your worst, but please don't cry, I will not be there to dry your tears. I see you; you don't even look yourself in the eyes to avoid those fears. It may be less hurting to be clueless, but don't forget our moments of bliss. And don't worry about this hollow which pierces your soul, you will get used to it.
You are alone in a night without stars, remember you it's not life without wars. God Fuck off your despair, so be it, I will be the one who bless you. Also, don't be afraid, even if I am not here anymore; everything you will need are a bit of luck and pluck. Don't fight for honor, it's only a word for many people. Don't fight for me or anyone, I don't need it, but you, you need to be prouder of yourself. Don't be ashamed of the way your heart is shaped. I beg you to hold your head high even if your misfortune lasts a thousand years.
Val, everything is fine, don't be so sad. Indeed, I leave you with questions without tomorrow. Victories taste like defeat. But you know, you can still smile even without me. You wish that you can turn back time. But don't feel guilty, you couldn't have known what was going to happen. And, you don't have to be afraid to forget me, I wouldn't blame you. You know, time rub out all...
I wish you a good life.
