YOU CAN'T SAVE ME

Lies

It's been about a month since I've been staying with Remus. Me and Roman have reading his lines for the play. Theater... It's fun you can be whoever you want. Debbie has been sweet. I clean the house she doesn't even make me to do things. But... I've never seen their father not that I care I'm just confused.
"Baby, you ready?" Remus asked me dragging me out of my thoughts. Right date night.
"Ready as I'll ever be!" I smile at him. He knows it fake. I like Remus... But I have to remember that this is just to make Jackson jealous. He doesn't really like me.
He smiled lightly at me and gets out and opens my door for me, and helps me out.
"You know we could have skipped" Remus told me.
"I know, but Will asked and he really really wanted to see me. Or trust me I would be at home." I told him clinging onto his arm. Well at least we get to act like a couple. Just like Romans play... Does that mean I'm an actor? That would be cool. People would love me then.
Remus opens the door and lets me walk in first. That's when we were spotted. Will.. and his fuck boy boyfriend Jackson.
"DEX! OVER HERE!" Will yells smiling.
I smile and rush over to him. He hugs me tightly.
"I've missed you Dexty" Will told me
"I've missed you too Wilby" I told him hugging just as tight.
"How have you been?" He asked me.
Great the questions...I hate questions.
"I've been good" I responded.
Remus sat down next to Jackson so me and Will would be next to each other.
"How have you been?" I asked him putting on my best fake smile.
"I've been great. I'm so happy you came!" Will said all excited.
I just smiled.
While everyone else was in conversation, I was in deep thought. Thinking on what my life would be if me and Remus stayed together and him and Jackson didn't get together. It would make my life easier...but would it be difficult for him? I feel as if I already put to much on him. Would he still be friends with me after this? Why the hell did he choose me?
  "Baby... Dex" Remus said bringing me out of my thoughts
"Yeah?" I asked looking at him. Not in the eyes of course.
  "I asked if you were ready to go" He told me. I nodded and gave Will a hug goodbye and walked out.
  "You okay?" Rem asked me.
"Yeah" I lied, opening the truck door getting in.
  "Dex you don't have to lie to me" He said after getting in.
I sighed knowing this wouldn't end.
"I've been thinking"
   "About?" He questioned
"Would we be friends after this?" I asked him not daring to look at him.
There was silence for a minute before Remus started the truck and started moving.
"Nevermind" I mumbled
   "No, we're going to talk about this when we get home. This seems to be bothering you." He told me.
Great now I'm sure I dug my grave.
When we got home Roman was at theater practice and Debbie was at work. We both got out and went to the kitchen to sit and talk. We sat across from each other.
   "The real question is do you still want to be friends after this?" Remus asked me.
I nodded
   "Words please Dex" He told me.
"Yes, I would still like to your friend" I told him. There is no way in hell I would tell him that what we're doing I want it to be real.
  "Okay, then we'll be friends even after this" Remus told me with a soft smile.
I nodded and went up to Rems room and layed down.
I knew he was lying to me...about staying friends. Me and Will aren't that close anymore and I'm sure it's a mix of my mess and Jackson not liking me. So if this plan does work it won't end well. I know that for a fact. Someone is coming out with blood and bruises.