Lock Down

Chapter 14

ONE MONTH LATER

Tashae' POV
I was at Prods house as usual yeah we came back from our "vacation" and we were just laying down. I looked at him and he looked back at me, I've been so sick lately I don't even know what's wrong with me. If you're thinking I'm pregnant hell no birth controls a bitch. I was just sitting on the bed when suddenly I had to throw up again so I ran back to the bathroom. Prod followed me and held up my hair. He looked at me with a tired look.

Prod- are you pregnant Tashae'

Tashae'- no I'm on birth control.

Prod- we don't need a baby right now Tashae'

Tashae'- I'm not pregnant Craig ! And what do you mean we're not ready if it happens it happens you don't want a baby ?

Prod- not right now Tashae' do you see this lifestyle . I don't wanna put nobody else in danger .

Tashae'- whatever I'm not doing this with you I'm not pregnant.

Prod- whatever fuck it, I'm going out.

Tashae'-(starts crying) why are you acting like this towards me ?

Prod- why the fuck are you crying ? There's no reason to cry you said you not pregnant.

Tashae'- you're not even gonna stay with me ? To look after me ?

Prod- I have business to handle.

Tashae'- fine whatever just leave.(cries)

Prod-(leaves)

Tashae' POV
When Craig left out the door I brushed my teeth and stuff and wiped my face. I put my hair in a messy bun and put on some sweats and a t-shirt and some 1s. I grabbed my car keys and got into my car and drove to the doctors office. I say there alone my legs curled in the chair cause my stomach was aching and my head was pounding. My face was all red and so was my eyes from crying. The doctor finally called my name he checked me for everything and last gave me a pregnancy test. I peed on the stick and returned it to him. After about 15 minutes he came back in with my results. When I seen the paper my heart dropped into my stomach, this can't be. I looked at the floor covering my mouth shaking my head and just cried, Craig doesn't want a baby. The doctor patted me on my back saying its going to be okay sweetie. It was now 8 at night and Craig hadn't even called me once. I got in my car and looked at the paper I'm 5 weeks pregnant and my boyfriend doesn't want the baby. And to me adoption and abortion aren't choices. I drove back to the house and I walked in Craig was home all of the lights were on. I went upstairs in the room he was just watching tv on the bed. He looked at me and said I'm sorry I said for what biting my lips as more tears flowed from my eyes. I just went into the bathroom I looked at my stomach its not noticeable but you can see it. I just cried to myself what am I going to do? I want my baby . I walked out the bathroom and I made sure I hid the results and I laid down and went to sleep. I didn't even look at Craig the same anymore.

Craig POV
I looked at myself in the mirror what's happening to me ? I don't even know why I'm acting so angry , I'm not. But I was telling the truth when I said I don't want a baby right now. I don't need one right now it's not about money or anything cause I got it. It's just Tashae' pregnant for nine months ? It's not safe for any of that . I was in the middle of thinking when she rushed in to throw up again . I held up her hair and she continued then she stood up and cleaned herself up. It's like I know she's pregnant but then again I don't. I looked at her face and she looked drained. I just hugged her and held her tight , she needed that . She started to cry immediately I said what's wrong. She shook her head and said nothing at all I'm just tired. Then she walked away like nothing ever happened. I looked at my phone a text from my friend Tamia.