Corpse x black male reader purr✨

Give it time📌🤎

You wake up the next day after crying yourself to sleep with a lot of tissue in your bed and a lot of chips melted ice cream on your night stand and you look horrendous. And before you used to have suicidal thoughts because when you moved away from your parents you were very lonely bored no friends. And you kinda have separation anxiety not really bad to the point you gotta be by someone at all times but it's just like you worry about the person to much you also had emotionally abusive parents and you've been in a lot of past abusive relationship (so basically everything wrong with you but it's honestly not your fault) "I wanna die!"  You were just very heart Broken and confused and angry and just depressed you  had mixed emotions about everything and you started to question if anything you guys did was even real love did he really mean what he said when he said he loved you. While think of all this corpse was trying contact you all day and night after the incident he was saying things like....
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  Please call me I'm so sorry I didn't mean it like that

I didn't know if we are in a real relationship I thought he were just friends with benefits

Please I love you. I want you and only you

I fell in love with you ever since I laid my eyes on you.

Your amazing please call me

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But of course you didn't respond back your friends tc  Bailey Alexa and serenity and sapphire you calling non stop making sure you were ok. Your friend Alexa called you to make sure you were ok and you answered

€>The phone call•<€
"Alexa:hey omg thanks for answering.... Are you ok" 
"Yuri:yeah I'm fine it's not like the guy I really thought was the one loved me. I'm amazing"

"Alexa:I'm sorry that question was dumb. But hey your amazing talented hot as fuck you don't need him"

"Yuri: PLEASE I JUST FEEL SO WEAK AND IM TIRED OF PRETENDING THAT IM THIS STRONG PERSON THATS JUST HOT AND CONFIDENT WELL IM NOT IF I COULD I WOULD SHRIVEL UP AND DIE!!!!"

"Alexa:YURI you are the strongest person I know your the most girl bossy-est girl boss
I love you. Your better off without him and your better of being a wild one"

"Yuri: I just need someone in my life I'm so lonely"

"Alexa: we're in your life me Bailey serenity and sapphire and Tc were all here for you"

"Yuri: thank you."

"Alexa: we're going out tonight you know to take your mind off things"

"Yuri:o-ok"

"Alexa: see you then you bad bitch hehe"

"Yuri: hehe bye"

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You hang up feeling a little better and you realize you have great friends that will stick by you forever. You lay in bed thinking about your next step and what's next  to come after this "yuri thoughts🤎💭"
I wonder what's gonna happen to me when I turn 50.
When am I gonna die.
Do people care about me.
When am I gonna get kids.
Who am I gonna marry.
Why was I created.
When will the universe end.
When will humanity die off.
How old is the universe.
What if the sun disappeared.
Ect....
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You go to social media and start to scroll and see this on post it read is signedyuri in a relationship (signedyuri is your username on twitch and stuff) and the post was you and corpse kissing you sit up in a panic cause someone must have took a picture of you and corpse kissing when he walked you to work. People were dming you on who's the "mystery" guy you start to stress out again cause you don't like your relationships out there in the public cause when your relationship was out in the public before it didn't work out with you and Adrian..... you snap your fingers and just calm yourself down and just relax take time for yourself you text Alexa telling her you wanna take time to recuperate and have a self care day. You get up and go to the bathroom turn on the light and look in the mirror "yuri: holy fuck I look hideous" you turn on your sink water and start to rinse of your face you look up looking a little better you grab your toothbrush and start brushing your teeth after that you do skin care. Then you turn on the shower you take off your disgusting clothes and get in the warm water always makes you feel good you sit there and start to wash your hair thoroughly and wash your small feminine body after you body is all lathered in soap you rinse it off turn off the water and get out you grab you towel wrap it around you and head out the bathroom you sit on your messy bed and start to dry yourself off you grab a robe cause today is a self care day fuck clothes "yuri: ugh I gotta clean it's like I clean everyday you waddle to your kitchen and grab cleaning supplies and a vacuum. You lay everything out and start to clean you wipe off your walls your mirrors you vacuum your floor you clean your bathroom you organize you closet you change your sheet you clean all the trash off your floors ect ect.....
After finally get done with cleaning you go back to your kitchen return everything grab a lot of snacks and head back to your room you flop on your clean sheets and start to binge watch anime on Netflix. All of a sudden you get a knock on your door "yuri: hm that's odd" no ever knocks on your door unless it's food you unlock your door open it and the person standing there was non other than corpse

"Corpse:h-hi".

I kinda rushed this chapter sorry for not putting out any chapters for awhile been busy might be some grammar mistakes but yeah that's it -idksolitude out word count 1020.