All These Years

Chapter 3

Even though i know what i'm feeling and expressing It's complicated right now, i can't avoid to say that you were and are a big important part of my life, inside all was only a feeling or attraction, out i had to saved the appareances, convence all the people you know and let them with a good impression generally.

It's been so much years, days, hours, minutes even seconds countless that It's been through all this time in which i couldn't forget about you, my voice and my heart stayed quiet absolutely that even the raindrops looked so triumphat next to me, they have achieved express their desire of freedom and run away without impediment.

There were too many moments in which keep the distance or not cross some word, was the best way of not expose what i was feeling for you in front of everyone. Maybe in some way i accumulated the faking and hide at the same time i was avoiding the attraction, however, only i denied it and avoid every awkward question about you. No message, call or stalk in social media, all permanent and calm, everyone by his own side and in their own bussines.

As we use to heard, the news always fly fast and the world is too small, so much for have seen you walking around in some places, however the best choice was staying with my look totally away, focus the atention in myself and i swallowed all that i wished and stroved for scream it. While by out calm, quiet, and acting completely normal.