HIDE

13

They've all taken their places in the living room.

"Are you two now calm?" Taeyong softly questioned as he rose from his seat to grab the wooden chair and set it in front of them in the center.

Doyoung and Renjun stared at each other and decided to give in. "Thanks, we're calmer now," Doyoung remarked, ducking his head to avoid the stares from his fellow members.

As he lowered his head, Renjun added: "A-and now we're back to normal. Sorry for the inconvenience we created."

Taeyong sighed and brushed his hair back using his free hand.

"You dont need to apologize, we should apologize for barging in. We respect that you want to keep it a secret but you two do know that we're here to help right?"

Renjun and doyoung glanced to the side avoiding eye contact with all of their members.

"Its just that, we didnt think it will go out of control." Doyoung said looking straight at taeyong's eyes.

"How long has this been going on?" Johnny asked leaning his back at the cold wall.

"Ever since we joined the entertainment." Both of them answered making all of them widen their eyes.

"But the time renjun and I got to know about this around nct2020 thats when we became close."
Doyoung added.

"How did you keep succeeding on hiding it?" Yuta asked walking closer to taeyong's side.

"We-" The two holds an eye contact for a minute then gave up and sighed.

"We controlled it."

"Spit it junnie, there's no need to say it nicely."

Renjun dead ass glared at doyoung who also glared back making renjun roll his eyes.

"Argh alright. We neglected it."
Well that made all of them make a confused or rather a "whaaaaAAAAAT?" face.

"More like ignored it. It comes to us only if we're triggered because our little me's inside doesnt want us or the big us get caught." Renjun said finishing doyoung's sentence.

"This is a shocker but I have to say its not surprising. In all of us the two of you are the most caring and have the most secrets." Kun smiled after saying making the two chuckle.

"Okay starting from now on, we will help each other with this problem and love each other okay? If you all have something that you want to keep secret just say it, we can understand."
Taeyong stood up and exhaled a heavy sigh.

"Now, you two. You dont have to hide if you want to be littles just come to us okay?"

Renjun and Doyoung nodded but surely they'll never regress back to little space because of what happened.

"I'll go back to our room, sorry for troubling and keeping this a secret from you all."

"Me too." Renjun said as soon as doyoung went back to their room.

Both of them laid on the bed staring at the ceiling. Things would've been easier if they didnt decided to regress. Things would've been better if they didnt listen to their little side.

Slowly both of them started to feel their eyes heating up. Wet substance runs down their face and their breathings became uneven. Wishing that tomorrow they'll forget about what happened and hang out with the other members normally.

They both hate it, the feeling to blame their selves just for being who they are and what they want.

Renjun hiccups and closed his eyes covering it with his right arm while his left arm is under his head.