"Seeing you makes it really hard to call her the love of my life" is he serious right now!?? "You know there always been those feelings" he adds "I mean after all you were my first love" he says "It's not like I left and lost feelings" he says "they are the same they were the day I left" I don't know wether to smile or look upset.
"You can't say that" I tell him "why not?" He ask "you have a girlfriend" I mumble "you can't sit here and tell me you don't love me still" he says "I know that but you left me , remember that Zion" I say "yes I remember that , but I don't wanna keep bringing that up" he says "that's all there is!" I shout "say right now I call Delilah and break up with her" he starts to say
"then I fucking kiss you , you wouldn't kiss back?" Oh he's so right. "I wouldn't kiss back" I lie "bullshit" he points "how do you expect me to , you just want me to forget about the past" I ask
"yes I do" he says
"it shouldn't matter , you have a girlfriend, if you wouldn't have fucking left I'd be your girlfriend but you didn't talk to me"
He runs his hand through his dreads and lemme say this, so sexyyyy "I don't know what else to say except that I'm so sorry Val" he apologizes again "I wanna forgive you but it's so hard to" I say "you hurt me so much when you left, even to
this day it hurts me" I say
"seeing you , it hurts me"
I look down at my lap "I'm glad we talked I really needed answers" I tell him "you deserved them"
He says and we look at each other. He begins to get closer "no" I shake my head "come on" he says "you are dating someone" I say and he gets closer but I don't back up "I know but" he says
"There's no but" I tell him but he's almost inches away from my face "I just wanna kiss you" he says "no" I say quietly "yeah" he whispers and he stops right in front of my face "yeah" I whisper. Oh fuck I fucked up. He puts his lips on mine.
I've missed this feeling more than I thought. This is not good but it feels so good. We break apart , catching our breaths. "You kissed me and you have a girlfriend" I whisper and he looks away "I did , but it felt so good" he says before
looking back to me.
Then again his lips on mine and my arms find their way around his neck almost losinh myself in the feeling of this kiss. I push away lightly but I really didn't want to "we can't, you can't" I tell him "we should go , we been out here for a while" I stand and he stands up as we begin to
walk back to the house.
"Be honest , I'm a better kisser than before?" He smiles "no" I joke "liar" he chuckles and I smile "It was okay" I say "okay? Then why you kiss me again?" He says "we don't speak of this please" I put my finger over my lip "you know damn well you gon go tell Monica" he says "so?"
We get back to the house and walk in "looks like they all went to bed" he says "you trick bitch" I hear and look at Monica standing by the kitchen island "do you two know it's been 45 minutes" she says "sorry mother" I apologize as a joke "Zion don't keep my best friend out there late again" s
he points at him
"there was a a lot to talk about" he says "right you dumbass" she says "what is up with you two calling me a dumbass?" He ask "but are we lying?" She ask "Good point" he nods "remember that 3 of us use to always hang out" he says "and I was always a third wheel , I will never forget how you two would leave me out" she says and we laugh
"I'll be back" Zion says and goes upstairs "tell me everything" she says and I sure do.
"Kissed? Twice?" She says "shhhhh" I shush her "and he left to be a pop star and didn't wanna say that?!!" She says "that explains how they are all inna boyband" she says then Zion comes back down with a small box. "What's that?" I ask "you'll see" he smiles and sits on the couch "imma go to Brandon's room",
"And girl you better get that di-" I cover mouth "don't say it please" I beg "fine but do you" she says before walking to his room. I sigh before I walking over to Zion and sitting next to him "what's in the box" I ask "memories" he says "what type" I ask "us , you and I in high school"
He opens the box "is that the picture from our 9th grade dance" I ask and he laughs "yes ma'am" he pulls it "I thought I ate" I grab it "look at my hair" he says "aww I remember my mom kept taking pictures of us" he adds "our parents were so excited" I smile "there's more"
I look through the box "I remember this day" I pull a picture out "we were both sick and we had to stay home for a week from school" I say "and we told our parents we'll get better together" he adds "we stayed in my room for a whole week" I put the picture back and grab the next "our first date"
I smile at the picture "and your dad sat at the top row behind us the whole time" Zion says "oh gosh he did not trust you at first" I shake my head "your siblings loved me" he says "they did a lot"
I have 3 younger siblings , 1 sister and 2 brothers.
My one brother is 19 (Cole)
then my next brother is 15(Corey)
and my sister is 12(Mallory)
Obviously me and Zion dated 5 years ago meaning they were 14,10 and 7. We broke up when I was 17. They did really love Zion. He always played with them and he would
always come over.
Especially my sister cause she was so little, they got along amazingly. "My siblings wondered where the hell you went after you left" I say "that makes me feel horrible" he says "then I told them you left and don't date anymore" I tell him "they were very very upset" I look at him "did Mal cry?" He ask "yeahhhh" I say and he sighs "now they don't really like you" I say and his jaw drops a bit "really?"
I nod "well they got older and now know you just got up a left" I explain "lemme show you them" I pull my phone out and show him the most recent picture of the 3 of them. "Holy hell" he says "Mal is not little 7 year old Mal anymore"
I giggle "she's almost 13, she has a attitude on her" I say "they really wanna come down" I haven't seen my siblings since I moved 4 months ago. "If I'm being honest I think the younger ones just wanna try and meet some famous people" we laugh
"Maybe I'll have them come down soon" I shrug before shutting my phone off and yawning. It's late as hell. "I guess you're sleeping here" he says "I guess so , Monica ain't leaving" I shake my head
It's silent for a little bit , I reach in the box after spotting something "wow" I laugh lightly "we made these in 9th grade like a month after dating"
I look at him "the famous bead bracelet" he says
We made bead bracelets one night at his house , his says "Tina" and mines said "zion". Then we would wear them every fucking day. "You have yours still?" He ask "I do , in this small box in my drawer" I say before he closes up the box "maybe we can wear them" he stands up "umm no"
He chuckles before "you gon be okay sleeping down here?" He ask "yes I'll be fine" I answer "my room is to the left right down the hall , upstairs" he says "come up if you need something"
I roll my eyes. Oouuuu I hate everything. "Thanks" I say "goodnight Val" he waves "night"
