SELF HARM⚠️
I woke up with Jade, I laid on Jade's lap. I tried to move, but Jade had her arms wrapped around me. "Jadee" I whispered, she didn't here it tho. "Jade wake up.." I whispered in her ear but she still didn't hear. There's now one more option. "Ughh Jade~" I moaned in Jade's ear. "Gosh Y/N" Jade said groaning, I was just giggling. "Jade sorry to wake you up but I still wanna do some stuff today before the sleepover start's." I said smiling "It's fine and what do you have on your mind?" She asked with a sleepy voice "well I have some really nice idea's actually." I said smiling "What idea's did you got babe?" "Soo first we're gonna shower together and then we're going to a fancy restaurant and then lastly we're going to watch the new "the scissoring" movie and in the cinema" I said smiling "YOU BOUGHT TICKETS FOR THE NEW THE SCISSORING MOVIE?!?!!?!" Jade yelled asked me "yes I did Jade, for you." "I love you so much" "I love you too" "Anyways, what time is it?" Jade asked "It's 9am, we'll better get ready now because the scissoring movie is gonna start at 1pm and we still need to go to the restaurant" I said with a big smile on my face. "All right, let's go shower then". We both took a shower for like 30 Minutes, I wear a purple corset with black musters, a short black skirt, purple heals. Jade wears a black dress with long sleeves, net pants, black heals and a black purse. Jade drove us to the fancy restaurant and we sat down at a table for 2 people. We ordered really much sushi because Jade and I love sushi, we took one and a half hour to eat and pay. It was currently 12:15am, we already drove to the cinema even tho we had 45 minutes left. When Jade and I arrived we walked in, we still had 30 minutes left but we didn't care we already walked in the big hall and sat in our seat's. "Hey babe, thank you really much that you bought the scissoring tickets for us!". "No probleme babe, everything for you." I said smiling, I leaned in to kiss Jade. She placed a hand under my jaw and lifted it a bit, she placed the other habd on my thigh. After the kiss she took my hand and placed her hand in mine, we where holding hands. Then the movie started, the movie takes 4 hours and a half. In the middle of the movie there was a break, so I got Jade and myself a drink and popcorn. Then the movie kept going and we ate popcorn. At a point of the movie I got scared and jumped a little, Jade laughed at me I just rolled my eyes and sat back down because I fell from my chair. The movie was almost over when another jumpscare came, I accidently threw my popcorn away. I stayed like a dog on the floor I looked at the floor and exhaled heavily. "Come on stand up Y/N" Jade said while laughing "SHUT UP JADE THAT HURT" I yelled giggling. Jade stood up and walked infront of me and crossed her arms with a smirk. I lifted my head to look at her but my head only till her vagina, I started to blush and dropped my head immediately. "Why did you blush Y/N?" She asked, probally with a smirk because she exactly knew why I was blushing. "Uhm no reason" I said
Jade placed her hands on her taille and smirked at me. THAT WAS SO HOT. I looked up at her like a doggy.. "how sweet" she said with a smile "let's go home now and make our self's done for the sleepover" Jade said "all right let's go." We both walked out of the cinema (I didn't clean the popcorn 😜) and then into the car, we drove away from the cinema to Jade's house. It took us 30 Minutes to arrive at Jade's. The time right now says exactly 5pm. "Now what's your plan babe?" Jade asked in a normal tone. "Well I don't know I am pretty tired, can I sleep till later?" I asked sleepy "all right take of your dress it's uncomfortable to sleep with" Jade said smirking slightly. "Jadee don't you dare I am too tired." I said smiling "all right all right just take it off it's uncomfortable" "mhmm" I mumbled, I took of my corset and my skirt and my heels and sat down next to Jade. I crawled over to Jade and sat on her lap, I laid my head on her shoulder and closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around her waist. I slept awhile then I woke up, I still laid on Jade wich made me blush a little bit, then I took my phone and looked at the time. It was 8:23pm Jade probally fell asleep too, I needed to wake her up or we would be to late. "Hey babe wake up, or we'll be late." I said quietly in her ear. "Hmm" she mumbled "we need to get ready for the sleepover fast." I said "mhmm" she groaned "Ugh just keep chilling here, i'll get us clothes and our pajamas" I said rolling my eyes. I walked up the stairs in Jade's room and looked around, I saw my old pajamas in the left corner. I took it and putted it in Jade's bag, I searched in Jade's closet after clothes for me and for Jade. After 5 Minutes I was done finding everything, I walked the stairs down and to Jade. "Jade I got your clothes put them on" I said quietly "all right" Jade stood up and put on the clothes, I waited for her and crossed my arms. "Okay, let's go i'll drive" Jade said smiling still sleepy. "Mhm" We drove for about 20 minutes to Tori, we finally arrived at her house, we walked to the door. "Ohh Y/N, later is your punishment time!" Jade said laughing "wha- WHAT PUNISHMENT?!?" I asked confused "You'll see babe" She said smirking. We walked into Tori's house, me still being confused about what Jade said. We all sat down on the couch but then it hit me. "WHAT?!" I yelled blushing "Y/N you alright?" Tori asked "uhm yes I am" I said quietly "You finally figured out what I meant?" Jade asked with a evil smirk, I ignored her because I was embarassed. "Oh come on babe, it's fine i'll be gently" she whispered in my ear probally with a smirk. I just blushed and covered my face. "Y/N you really alright?" "Yes I am fine" I said "Guys wanna call the others to play truth or dare?" Tori asked smiling "sure we can" I said still blushing "alright i'll call 'em" Tori called the others, all of them agreed of playing truth or dare so they came over. Everyone was finally here after 30 minutes of waiting, we greeted eachother and then we sat down in a circle on the floor. "Sooo who's gonna start?" Tori asked "Beck why don't you start!" Jade yelled laughing "fine" "Cat, truth or dare?" Beck asked her smiling "ahh! Truth" she yelled happily "alright, is it true that you have a crush on Robbie?" He asked with a quiet laughing "uhm... Yes!" She yelled confident "aww" everyone except Jade said. "Jadey! Truth or dare" "first, DON'T. CALL. ME. JADEY. and dare!" Jade said angrily "mhm... make out with Y/N infront of us hehe" she laughed cute "With pleasure" Jade said smirking "uh- I-" I started but couldn't finish because I stutterd to bad, Jade stood up and walked up to me, I lifted my head and looked into her eyes. I started to blush immediately but I didn't care, I stood up right in front of her I placed my hands on top of her boobs. She leaned in and kissed me agressivly she took her hands and lifted my legs up, I wrapped my legs around her taille. She still kissed me and I got weaker everytime she got rougher, I wanted to annoy her and I wanted her to be more agressiv so I decide to tease her. I leaned to her ear and moaned: "Mhh~ Jadeyy~" She broke the kiss and looked at me while blushing, I just smirked and started kissing her neck. This keept going for 5 more minutes, I stopped then and let Jade slowly go. "Gosh such lovebirds" Andre said, "I'm tired..." I said lying, "I'll go to sleep upstairs" "alright Y/N see you later" Jade said with a small smile. I stood up agian and walked up the stairs into the bathroom, I locked the door. I started crying quietly I wasn't sure why, I just wanted to hurt myself. I looked around for something sharp I then saw a little cutter, I immediately grabbed it and made a big cut. It felt so good, I started smiling and crying at the same time I then noticed what I did and cried out loud and threw the knife on the floor. My arm was bleeding real much and I cried more. "Y/N?!" Jade yelled scared "... J-Jade" I stutterd "y/n... let me in, now." Jade said with a harsh tone "I-I can't move, help m-me" I said crying brutally. Jade got mad a kicked the door open with all her strength, "Y/N!! OMG.." Jade said while crying, she ran up to me and hugged me she looked at my arm and held it gently. "Y/n why...?" Jade asked sobbing "I-I am so sorry.." I said still crying "Let's go downstairs and get you cleaned up" "I don't want the others to know" "alright i'll be right back!" 2 Minutes later and Jade was back. "They are all gone come on babe.." "okay.." Jade walked up to me and picked me up, she carried me downstairs. Tori was still there, of course its her house. "Y/N?!" "Tori leave it for 1 Minutes we need to clean her up fast!" Jade said while crying "yeah of course!" Tori said being sad as well. "Tori, Jade I love you both.." I said while getting weaker "WHAT! WE NEED TO GET HER TO THE HOSPITAL NOW!!" Jade said screaming "GO GO GO NOW!" After 4 hours. I was in hospital in one of those fucking beds, I turned my head and saw Tori on the other side Jade. I smiled and closed my eyes and exhaled slowly. "Y/N you're alright." Tori said smiling "God thanks I got so scared" Jade said smiling but still tears in her eyes, her eyes where completly red. "I'm fine, I just need to rest.." I said with a broken voice "Yes of course but promise me never do it again!" Tears where storming out of her eyes while she told me. "Jade I will never do it again but stop crying please.." I begged softly "okay yes.." She said wiping away her tears "i'll be alright soon I just need to stay for 2 more days" I said with a cracking voice.
