Clarke griffin also know as the popular girl was at a sleep over for her best friends birthday, it was about 3 am and all the girls were asleep.
Walking into Octavia's brothers old room, she spotted a brunette wrapped up in a blanket sitting on one of the old lawn chairs on the balcony, she exited the glass doors and sat next to the girl.
"So I guess I'm not the only one who Bellamy brought on here" Clarke spoke as the girl turned to check who it was
"Yeah, he's not really a one girl type of guy" she smiled and offered Clarke one of the 2 blankets she had wrapped around herself
"Yeah and some how I'm still with him, I'm Clarke by the way" she put the blanket over herself and extended her hand for the other girl to shake
"Yeah I know who you are ms. Popular" she smirked and shook her hand, Clarke rolled her eyes
"I know who you are too ms. Sleep around"
"Touché, but for your information I don't "sleep around" I fuck em and dump em... No sleep involved, BIG difference" Clarke stared at the girl as she looked up at the stars
"Ooo such a straight forward girl"
"Honestly is the best policy"
"So true, anyway Lexa woods I've heard a lot about you but gossip is rarely true so why don't you tell me who you are" for the first time Lexa took her eyes away from the beautiful stars to look at Clarke
"I'm not sure I know who I am, I guess to put it the short way I'm just a girl who hid behind herself before she had time to figure out who that was" her words spoke to Clarke more deeply than those deep quotes you'd find on Facebook
"You have no idea how much I relate"
"Clarke griffin, relates to Lexa woods. Who would have thought you even knew I existed" Clarke was shocked by the words considering she's had a crush on Lexa since 4th grade
"Well we aren't who everyone paints us out to be, I mean I don't even know if my relationship is something I want, yet people are telling me we are "goals" whatever the fuck that means" Lexa giggled that the end part considering Clarke out of everyone should have known the meaning to that word
"But you've found someone, isn't that what we all want" Lexa had never felt love so it wasn't weird that she didn't understand how Clarke felt
"Lex, everyone knows Me and Bellamy are only together because it's a basic love story, cheerleader and the quarterback and I thought that would be it too but every time I'm with him I wish I was with another person, i wanna be happy not just fake it, I don't want him I want her" some how in her rant they had ended up moving their chairs closer
"Be happy. In this subject you have a choice so choose to be happy" Lexa held Clarke's hand as the sky slowly turned a shade lighter
"Want if I don't make her happy" Clarke looked down at their intertwined fingers
"Then say fuck her and make yourself happy without her" they made eye contact and for a moment it felt like nothing else mattered except for this moment
"I choose to be happy" Clarke put her hand on lexa's cheek and pulled her in for a passionate kiss. After no words were shared just a simple smile and Clarke laid her head on lexa's shoulder
"Be happy, griffin" Lexa laid a kissed on Clarke's forehead, leaving right after. Clarke woke up in Octavia's room she just assumed Lexa moved her and then went home to change but as days and weeks passed rumours spread that Lexa had moved with her auntie, ran away with someone collage girl, quit school but honestly all everyone knew for sure was that Lexa woods was perfectly fine. Clarke still held onto hope that Lexa would come back or maybe even just text or call but after a year she gave up, I mean it was just a crush right and started trying to be happy.
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Ahhh I finally re wrote it, better then the last one I know for sure but I'd love to know everyone else is thoughts also not all chapters are done yettt💚
