Fake Life

Fifteen

A/N: reminder that this is just a
fanfiction! I don't want you to think that I'm seeing Zayn as a bad guy in real life. I know that a lot of fanfictions portray Zayn as the bad guy but after you read some more chapters you will understand the real point.
! This chapter contains homophobic words, do not read if you feel uncomfortable!
Love is Love.

Babe❤️:
I told you once that I'm getting bullied and this is one reason why. Please understand that it's difficult for me to tell other people about my vulnerable side.

Babe❤️:
I've always felt a bit different than other people and this made me insecure at an early age. Everyone around me was crushing on boys or the boys were talking about girls. I hope you get my point. I always didn't really felt like labeling myself. I think girls and boys are both attractive in the same way. I follow my heart and sometimes I see a pretty girl and think she's hot but the same thing happens when I see a guy. And since I've never really said "I'm straight" people started to talk bad about me and my sexuality. I got called a lot of names and they still haunt me to this day. I'm not labeling myself and just because I'm attracted to both genders, doesn't mean that I'm disgusting. I just wanted to tell you that because it always made me uncomfortable to keep this from you. You have a part in my heart and I trust you.

Zayn❤️:
So you're a lesbian ?

Harry❤️:
No, I don't label myself! That means I don't put a name over my sexuality.

Zayn❤️:
Ah.

Zayn❤️:
But if you like both genders then you are bi.

Harry❤️:
That's true but it changes. Sometimes I prefer boys and sometimes girls. But I don't want to change my sexuality from straight to lesbian every other month (remember Zayn still doesn't know that Harry is a male).

Zayn❤️:
Ok

Harry❤️:
Is that a positive "ok" or a negative "ok" ?

Zayn❤️:
It's just weird that you don't label yourself. Why is it so difficult for you to just say "I'm bi" or anything?😂 Can't you decide or what.

Harry❤️:
It's not difficult. I just don't want to and I won't change that.

Zayn❤️:
You're strange.

Harry is mad at Zayn because he won't understand his point. Is he stupid or is he unable to read? What is his problem. Just as Harry wanted to leave the chat he gets another message, "You're strange". Immediately Harry's heart breaks. Zayn is one of those guys that finds him strange. Quietly he starts to cry and throws a blanket over himself. He leaves the chat and the tears keep streaming down his face.