"You know what, just- ugh. Promise me that no matter what happens between us, staying best friends or becoming more, nothing will effect our relationship we've been building up since we were two."
"I won't let anything happen to ruin it, Izzy. But i want you. I want all of you. I want the bad days and the good days. I want to be your boyfriend I just don't know how to go about it. I haven't ever had this real of feelings before for anyone, especially not anyone this close to me. I mean i've known you all my life and somehow now I have to ask you out. It's not a bad thing, it's just terrifying because what if I fuck up? What if i hurt you? What if we just don't work and ive fucked us up?"
"I don't know, Tom." I whispered, glancing at him.
"I do know one thing though, Izzy."
"What is that?"
"If you're the only person i've ever felt love with, then your love is the only love i need to experience, Izzy." He said, standing and walking towards me as he said it. His hands are now cupping my face and I'm staring up at his tear filled eyes. He's so annoyingly amazing.
"What if you don't love me?"
"I do love you, and I would like to know if you could be my girlfriend so we can just try and work things out. Things are terrifying Iz, but you make things so much not terrifying."
I nodded. It took me a second due to shock and fear, but I did agree and I did not regret my decision on it.
"So you're, you're my girlfriend now?"
"And you're my boyfriend now."
"We're young Izzy, i know that, but i'd rather make every mistake with you, than do everything right with someone else." He said with a smile on his face. That smile, that smile is what made me believe in happy endings.
"As long as you don't make the mistake of leaving."
"I can't promise the future, but i can tell you that i don't plan to make that mistake."
"We should get you back to school. I can force Will to drive. Oh, and Tommy?"
"Yeah, love?"
"Will you go on a date with me tonight?"
"Yeah, Izzy, I'll go on a date with you tonight." He said with a small smile. He held his hand out to me and i grabbed it gently. We walked down the stairs after I stood and i slipped my shoes on.
"Let's go Will, I'm gonna be late for school!" Tommy yelled as we walked out the door.
"What?! When did I agree to drive you heathens?!" He yelled, standing and grabbing his keys anyway.
We got into the backseat of his car, laughing at the stupidity. Will came out and started the car before driving us to Tommy's school. As he got out of the car, I stood with him. He hugged me gently and kissed the top of my head, making me smile.
"Hey, Tom." I said softly, looking up at him.
"Yeah?"
"Kiss me please?"
"Okay." He said whilst laughing.
He leaned down and pressed his lips softly against mine, both smiling as the kiss happened. I pulled away and pressed a small peck once more before pulling away from him and walking around the car to get into the passenger seat. I saw Tommy run to his friends as they were all pushing him around and laughing at him. I assume they saw us kiss. Who cares, not me.
Will started driving away and back towards the house. I kept looking at him and back at the road, i needed a release of emotion.
"Yes, Bella, you can scream." He confirmed, and so I did. I screamed at the tops of my lungs because fuck this boy had me feeling so much.
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Asterin My Beloved <3
YPOU'RE NERVOUS
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHY
WHAT?!
I AM NOT
NO
IM NOT
YES
YES YPYA RE
FINE
IM GOING ON A DATE
I ACTUALLY NEED HELP
YOU'RE GONNA BE MEETING KAI
THEY ARE HELPINGF ME PICK OUT AN OUTFIT!
I added Asterin into the call and she loudly introduced herself to kai and I walked off camera to put on a navy blue dress. I walked back onto the camera and both stopped talking for a few moments.
"YOU LOOK FUCKING GORGEOUS! ISABELLA SEBASTIAN YOU LOOK SO FUCKING- JUST WEAR THAT!" Asterin screamed and Kai laughed at her screaming.
"I'M SORRY MOM MOM! NO ITS- NO MOM MOM IT'S- NO IT'S IZZY! SHE LOOKS PRETTY! OKAY! I'M SORRY." Asterin yelled over the phone. She laughed afterwards and Kai complimented my dress.
"Izzy! Are you done getting dressed yet?" Will asked, yelling up the stairs.
"Yeah." I said with a smile on my face. He walked in and saw me standing there.
"Yeah, you're ready darling. You look beautiful." He said, looking me up and down with a smile.
"Don't tell Aaron yet, i'm telling him afterward." I said with a smile.
"Telling Aaron what?" Aaron said, walking into my room. I immediately ran to him since it's been so long since i've seen him. I hugged him tightly as a smile made its way on my face.
"Tell me what, stupid?"
"I'm going on a date with Tommy." I said, pulling away from him with one of the biggest smiles i'd had in a long time.
"So I need to have a talk with him after, deal." He said with a smile. There was a knock on the front door and in that moment, everything was perfect. Everything was in place. Everything was okay, and finally, so was I.
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All These Years || Tommyinnit ✔️
Fanfiction"Hi Tommy." Izzy whispered as she walked in the door of his bedroom. His LED lights were on a soft purple colour and his monitors were of. He was lying in his bed, hand behind his head scrolling through his TikTok feed. "Mom on call again?" The boy...
