The beginning

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I was in love with one of my closest friends.

But he was in love with someone else.

He rejected me but I didn't stop.

I was there when she turned him down.

I was there when he was waiting patiently for her to text or chat back.

I was always there.

Even when he rejected me, we were still close.

We remained great friends.

We would talk about random things.

He was great and he is. His name is Jayden.

The way we became friends was something uncommon. Here it goes:


During a meeting for a school activity~

Me and Jayden were groupmates. I was in love with another guy (his name's Jayce) and he loved me back. (Atleast that's what he told me) we were in the same class but no one knew about us. That time, he got mad because one of my friends figured it out.. my friend knew who I liked and somehow, Jayce found out about it. He didn't talk to me then when he did, he became cold and the mutual feeling faded. Enough with that. During our meeting, I was reading our old conversation and suddenly, Jayden got my phone and read the whole convo. I couldn't do anything because another dude was blocking me. Jayden believed that there was hope for me and Jayce. I was shocked. He came up with the plan to make the guy jealous. He would "fake" court me and see if the guy would react. Since the day we planned that "plan: jealousy" We instantly became close.. He would put an arm around me.. or.. we would sit next to each other.. talk a lot.. At first, we thought it worked.. Then somehow Jayce knew and I didn't want the plan to stop right there and then. So I thought I would "fake" accept Jayden as my boyfriend. That moment, I knew Jayce let go.

But then I realized, I was actually falling for Jayden all along. So the classes ended, I would still talk to Jayden over facebook. Day and night. I told him I was falling for someone else but I decided not to tell him who it was. But he was really determined to know who my "crush" was.. He was too stubborn! soo.. I told him.. he said it was okay.. but he told me it was impossible for him to like me. It hurts. It still does. Remembering that moment, it was really hard to accept it but somehow I knew it was coming. So, I tried my best to just act the same, be the same around him. It was hard at first but he was a guy who doesn't make you feel awkward just because you liked him.


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