5: The First Brokenheart

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*5 years ago ....



"Ysa, honey ko hahaha," -Zeal na inaasar si Ysa :D
"Wag mo nga akong matawag tawag na 'honey' jan, di yon ang pangaln ko. Tss," -Ysa. She's pissed off, I know haha

"Nelle .." -Charles. I love it when he calls me 'Nelle' . He's the only one who call me that name. Maarte kasi sya, gusto nya naiiba daw sya sa lahat haha
(Suss .. gusto din naman nya :D) Yieeeeh haha ne bey? Nikikilig kaya ako here xD
Charles David Smith , ang lalaking mahal na mahal ko :)
He is now at the first year of the program BS Agri-Business in St. Scholasta College for Business. He belongs to Class B Family. Their family own corporations all over the globe. Only son ang father nya, Prince Nathan Smith that's why super busy ito at ang mom nya, Empress Angela Santos-Smith. He have 5 siblings - Charlie Angelo, the eldest; Christelle Empress, older sister; Chaelle Annamarie, next to Charles; Christoffer Jacob, youngest brother; and Channa Mae, the youngest.
"Oh?" -ako, then I raised my eyebrow. Minsan ee kelangan ko 'to sa buhay haha
"Are you free tonight?" -sya. Whot? Guess we'll be having a date :D
"Yeah.. why?" -ako. Kunyare walang idea haha
"Let's have a dinner :) just .. you know to celebrate :)" -sya.
Yeah yeah yeah. This is our 2nd anniversarry :))))))) insert wide smile here haha
"Sure :)" -ako. Letse, kinikilig ako haha
"Then, it's settled. See you later. I still have something to fix," -sya. Yieeeeeh yun ung date namin haha
"Dun parin sa dati I guess?" -ako.
"Yeah :) Yvette and Ysa will pick you up at 7, okay?"
"Okay :)"
He kissed my forehead like he always do, then he left.

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"So, what he prepare naman kaya this time?" -Yvette.
"Yeah, last year, guitar cake echoss ee xD," -Ysa.
Oo nga, last year kasi gumawa sya ng basta .. mahirap iexplain haha basta, guitar cake yun tas may mini version ung guitar cake na made out of paper ecklavu at kung anu ano pa haha
"I'm so excited to know ;)" -ako. Insert smile here na abot hanggang tenga haha
"Okayy .. we're here!" -Ysa.

@Smith Garden Residence :)
The venue is very simple, yet looks elegant. Nah! I hate describing haha basta, simple lang.
The night goes so lovely. Our tropas were here. Zeal and Ysabelle, then Jacob and Yvette. Perfect. Everything is perfect. Until..
"Nelle, don't get mad, huh?" -sya.
"Ha? Bakit naman?" -ako.
"Nelle, promise me you won't get mad ... please," -sya.
"You know I can't make promises, right?" -ako then he nodded. "Ano bang meron?"
"I will leave to New York." -sya.
"Ha? Bakit naman? May problema ba?" -ako.
"No. Nothing .. My Lolo just want me to be there. He wants me to study there, to stay there" -sya.
"Yun lang naman pala ee, what's so getting mad with that?" -ako.
"He also wants me to leave everything I have here including our relationship .. including you .." -sya.
"What?!" -ako.
"Nelle, hon, I'm so sorry." -sya.
"Don't be. You won't break up with me naman diba? We can still through this even if we're apart. Diba? Kakayanin naman natin?" -ako.
"I'm sorry, I have to follow my Lolo's want," -sya. Next thing I knew, my tears fell.
"Please, don't .. please," -ako na halos lumuhod na wag nya lang iwan.
"Nelle, please don't make it hard .. I have to follow him. He's my Lolo and I love him," -sya.
"At ako, ano ba ako sa buhay mo? Mahal mo rin ako diba?" -ako.
"Nelle, I'm sorry ... I'm very very sorry .."
"Mahal mo ako, diba? Diba?? Then fight for us, for our relationship .. for me. Mahal mo naman ako diba?"
"Nelle, we're still young .. if we really meant for each, we would -"
"Stop! Wrong answer. I asked you if you love me but your answer were 'we're still young'."
"Sorry, Nelle .."
"That's it? Sorry? Gossssh, Charles! Hindi mapapagaling ng sorry mo ang sakit .. ang sakit dito," -ako, pointing my finger at my heart. Sobrang sakit, sobra ..
"Nelle, mahal kita .. God knows, mahal na mahal kita .."
"Don't involve the God here, Charles," -ako, shaking my head. I look at him coldly, then wipe my tears. "My tears doesn't worth someone like you."
Then I walked away from him, walked slowly .. Expecting he would stop me, he would held my hands at sasabihing na aalis sya pero di namin kelangang magbreak but he didn't. I look back and saw my friends following me.
And that's all. That's the end of our relationship, relationship we once promised to keep forever. And that's the end of our forever.

Present ..
Since then, di ko na sya nakita. FB? He blocked me. Kapal no? Haha. Twitter? IG? Any other social medias? Di na sya nag-aupdate.
It was five years ago but still, masakit pa rin. Nasasaktan parin ako, galit ako sa kanya pero mahal ko pa rin sya.

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