She told me she comes with extra baggage & I told her, most people overpack when preparing to fly. Better to have what you don't need & need. Then to need but don't have, & left wanting. Wanted to know exactly where was her vacation, without hesitation, I blurted out heaven. & Too her surprise her eyes told her story, before she said a word. Told me she don't deserve, heaven for all the hell she's been through. & she's was no angel herself.
Luckily for her, what earth before me was before me, & this God only accepts fallen angels. Says she evidently I must have fallen in love, fallen from love, & broke more than just my heart. Haven't seen wings since birth, & I'm in my 20's so it's been awhile.
I smiled! Before you continue let me start, to trim your bushes of thorns, you ignored, scorned, born from a single rib, in the Garden Of Eden, the Eve deep within must of tricked you to eat from the forbidden, apple.Now to birth love, you must birth pain, because of sin.
But like Essau, hate sometimes has to be tricked by love, in order for your chosen nation to inherit the promised land above.
She said evidently you must not know my story, because no king, yet alone a God of glory, will want this peasant, because my past overshadows my present. These presents weren't the best gifts from a man.
These 3 hearts of mine carries more weight than 10 elephants, & their lives stretches longer than 100 giraffe necks put together. & I told her a God will understand. She said even Noah's ark only wanted two.
True, demons will only look at them as execuses, & crushes to run away,but A God will only look at it as more reason to stay. Wish I had more spiritual welfare combat, to snipe, all the doubt in you! Causing your heart to bleed,if I had it my way, I would return the hands back to day, before you were introduce to hurt & sorrow, so it would not cloud love's tomorrow, I would find am Excallibur,fight as your king & knight, with all my might, so your nights, can day dream, & your life can have light.
She ask me so are you supposed to be my God. I said that's where you made your mistakes. Bible says put no other God before him!
I said no I'm only a man. She said I thoughts so just like the rest of them. Always easier to say, than it is to do. So who are you, to me, & gives you the right to make me see, what you can't provide to make pain happy. Yet alone my love fly.
And I smiled & said for me it's easier to say I do, then it is for me to try, to speak for my heart.
All I can do Is say I do! So united we stand & together we fall, detroy these self made walls, and give us! My all! To death do your heart I promise to never depart! & If u give me your hand, I promise you! God will understand.