changing her mind

desire

*cassies pov*

there was about an hour untill all of us left to go to the cabin and i hadn't even packed a bag yet nor had i been home in 3 days

stiles had packed a week in advance as always so i had him bring his bag in the jeep and come to my house so we could just leave from there.

when we got back to my house i ran straight up to my room, which was a mess just as i had left it. i frantically searched for my duffle bag but turned around to see stiles holding it in the air

cd: ugh thank you

i packed anything i could grab

4 oversized tees, 3 crop tops, 2 pairs of jeans, 3 pairs of jean shorts, 2 hoodies, 5 pairs of boxers, 6 bras and 7 pairs of underwear and a bunch of socks

cd: shit i dont know where any of my shoes are
ss: on your feet
cd: are you stupid i need more shoes than just slippers dumbass
ss: sorryy

i looked under my bed and found some shoes

my hightop black converse, my docs, a pair of flip flops, and slip on vans and a pair of sneakers.

cd: okay i think im all packed with my clothing now i just need all my beauty stuff
ss: by beauty stuff do you mean makeup because you dont need it your absolutely stunning without
cd: thank you but i mean skincare and showercare and all that stuff

quickly i threw my makeup bag, my skin care bag and some travel size shampoo and conditioner and body wash along with a razor into my duffel bag.

within 30 minutes me and stiles were ready to go pick up everyone else.

**post car ride**

the car ride consisted of stiles falling asleep on my shoulder , me and lydia exchanging awkward eye contact, and brayden yelling at all of us to stop fighting. brayden is most definitely the pack mom.

we all jumped out of the car the moment we got the chance and ran inside to choose rooms. me and stiles took the smallest because it had a big closet and bathroom and we didn't care about room size. and of course liam and hayden took the biggest room even thought they were the youngest.

i offered to make dinner for everyone tonight. i decided to make chicken alfredo as they all sat out by the fire listening to music.

the entire time we all just laughed at scott making fun of liam and derek making fun of scott from there first shifting stories. brayden told us a bunch of cool missions she went on and lydia told us about all the things she would here.

lydia.

lydia.

lydia.

as we all started to finish eating everyone almost headed upstairs to get some sleep so we could have lots of fun tomorrow.

i stayed outside to clean up. i thought everyone was inside sleeping but i heard the sliding door open. i turned around to see lydia standing there her hair in a messy bun and she was wearing an oversized tee and underwear.

lm: hey
cd: hey i thought everyone went to bed
lm: ya they did but i thought you could use some help cleaning up
cd: uhh ya that would be great

we brought almost everything back inside but a few cups so we wnt back out to grab them

lm:the moon looks gorgeous tonight, im so glad all the werewolves have full control now
cd: me too tn would be a blood bath if they didnt

i watched her out of the corner of my eye turn her head and look up at me. i was about a foot taler than her.

i turned my head to look at her as she placed the two cups she had in her hand down on the table.

i watched her as she took a step closer to me, the tension rising with every second.

i took a step closer to her so our faces were barely centimeters apart

i watched as she licked her lips and moved her hand up to my cheek moving her thumb in circles. slowly i leaned down so our lips were just barely touching.

she leaned in more causing our lips to interlock. her body leaned up against mine and i could feel the heat of her.

my heart felt like it skipped a beat.

she pulled away and looked at me and smiled

lm: goodnight cassie
cd: um goodnight lydia

i stared at her in awe as she walked back inside.

what the fuck did i just do

i am happy with stiles

im not even into girls

what the fuck did i just do