Vocaloids and their songs

Abstract nonsence

This book may as well be 18+
Thoughts of suicide are in here so not really meant for young audiences

English
Assume the negative, a smile that was once forgotten,
A broken heart, a broken mind filled with broken problems,
A woven happiness, a little dream I want to live in becomes a fantasy.
Open my ears and yours, their talking as if it is nothing,
Little do they know, she's a monochrome puppet,
Under an influence, she smiles like she doesn't know it's just a symphony.
Ah, rate me and put a price upon my smile,
Ah, make me feel like this isn't worth the while I'm forced to live.

There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Can't I end this life of pure despair?
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
I can't kill myself cause I'm too scared,
There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Slit and cut and burn this life away,
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
Deepening the pain, I'll have to finish off another day.

Assume reality, depression's just another trend,
Society is so damn eager to let their lives end,
I'm just fool, another fool who's living double lives, a friendship factory.
Open my ears and yours, nobody's there to tell the truth,
The media has made a monkey out of her youth,
To sell a lot, to give a lot, is nothing but the remains of a heartless industry.
Ah, why don't you go to become one of them?
Ah, I wonder how many lives they'll destroy until they're done.

There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Stab me in the heart and pierce my brain,
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
I can't find a reason for this pain,
There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Drown and fall and suffocate away,
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
Deepening the cuts, I'll have to finish off another day.

Ah, look at me, begging for somebody's help,
Laugh, laugh while you can and indulge in yourselves, until you're done.

There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Running away, I left this town,
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
Only to just stop and turn around,

There is nothing wrong, there is nothing right,
Pull the trigger now and let me free,
No I'm not alright, no I'm never fine,
Only I can let this happen to me-
And yes, I want to scream! Yes I want to cry!
No one wants to be by my side, ah!
No I'm not alright! I was never fine!
All I am to anybody is just a waste of time!

All I am is just a waste of time.